Jack.....
He has always been the quiet and reserved person who's nicer than he should be in a world of ignorance, selfishness, and darkness. Through his eyes, it was internal happiness, all the good things. He was also subconsciously looking for love as well. Innocent as he may seem, he is well versed in how the world works and reading body language thus making him very smart among his peers, although no one realizes.
Constantly looking for the right person to confide in, he tends to speak his mind often which is pretty awkward at times. He notices this and shakes off the awkwardness by laughing casually and saying, "Never mind", or, " I'm just kidding".
His idea of a perfect girl is that she must be considerate, caring, willing to compromise, and most of all, faithful and honest. If he can find any girl that's like that, his life would be complete. He yearns for that light, feathery feeling you get when you see someone special, a feeling that's like butterflies, but without the nervousness.
He always has a sinking feeling that he'll never find love despite how hard he tries to convince himself that everything will be okay. He hates himself for that, hates himself because he can make others around him feel so much better while they're down but cannot do anything to quell the flames of evil that consumes his thoughts every once in a while.
The demons in his heart are constantly being guided through his thoughts, through a mental labyrinth that he himself put them in to remind himself that everything's fine, although....who knows when the demons will find their way though this maze....
He thinks to himself a lot, which is probably not good for his mental health. He tries to not think about things by shutting himself off from the world around him sometimes by listening to music, which is the best method for him. He listens to many different genres of music ranging from rap, pop, and RnB, to nice and slow tunes like classical music and
J-Pop.-Some Japanese songs are actually quite relaxing-
--Jack is in high school and has just finished his Freshman year.--
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His Story
Teen FictionA story described through Jack's thoughts and perspectives of his life as a sixteen year old and his many problems that he faces. (Credits for the cover goes to NevaLe)