On a particular sunny day, Zhan, in his lover's arms, closed the book named 'La douleur exquise' which his cousin gave him back in the days.
The boys in the book parted in good terms and it was by no means a happy ending. They went through complex feelings, frustration and confusion only to end up getting away from each other. Their hearts slowly numbed in la douleur exquise.
Zhan felt lucky, he kissed his lover's face with a smile. He had once experienced the pain , la douleur exquise. He thought his ending would be no different than the one in the book. But the world and the human feelings are full of wonder and he ended up hitting the jackpot.
Their story makes zhan think that , without La Douleur Exquise, his feelings towards Yibo wouldn't be as deep as now. Though that phase was painful , he is glad that he got through it and finally reached his destination.
He was wrong before.
Just as he was reaching out to moon , the moon was also reaching out to him with an invisible hand.
La douleur exquise, what a beautiful yet painful term.
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La Douleur Exquise ||Yizhan||
FanfictionLa Douleur Exquise [french] 'exquisite pain' the pain of loving someone you know you can never have.
