Can't Help Falling Inlove (Epistolary)

#Convo20

03-06
Michael Lazaro

Naomi Kyle:

You're really going to ignore me?

How cruel are you, Michael?

Michael Lazaro:

tama na tapos na yan

di na nga ako makikipag argue eh

wala ka nang maririnig na kung ano sakin

please. konting konsiderasyon lang, ayoko na palalain to.

Naomi Kyle:

Wow. Just wow, Michael. This is so fucking unfair!

Michael Lazaro:

wow ako pa ang unfair?

Naomi Kyle:

I'm crying over here while you're what?! Drinking with your fucking friends again? Akala mo hindi ko makikita 'yong story ng tropa mo? Paano mo kinakaya na baliwalain ako, Michael?

Michael Lazaro:

lahat na lang napapansin mo. bawal na ba ako magsaya? magliwaliw?

Naomi Kyle:

Noong panahon na hindi mo nabibigay ang best mo sa relasyon na 'to, iniintindi ko. I fucking did my best to understand you because you told me you're still adjusting after what happened to your mother. 

Michael Lazaro:

tangina

ano to? sumbatan na ng lahat ng ginawa?

Naomi Kyle:

I'm only asking a simple thing, and that is for you to understand me, but what did I get? 'konting konsiderasyon?' What do you think I'm doing all this time?! Naglalaro? Ako na lang ba palagi ang mag-aadjust para sa ating dalawa para lang masabayan kita?

Michael Lazaro:

wala na akong sasabihin

palipasin na natin to, love. lasing na ako.

Naomi Kyle:

If that's what you want, okay. Pagod na pagod na akong magstay sa relasyon na 'to na parang wala lang din naman akong boyfriend. I'm tired begging for you to be considerate and understanding, but you can't even give that smallest thing. I've been ignoring your gaslighting words and your fuck up reasoning whenever I tried reaching out to you.

Okay naman tayo dati, 'di ba? Anong nagbago? Bakit naging ganito ka? Dati hindi ka naman ganiyan, alagang-alaga ako sa'yo na tipong iniiwasan mo na masaktan ako or mag-overthink. Ayaw na ayaw mo na makita akong umiiyak sa gabi at tulala pero ano 'tong ginagawa mo ngayon?

Bakit ka nagbago?

I'm really tired, Michael. I'm so fed up with this relationship. This relationship was supposed to be peaceful, but now I feel so suffocated. Just remember that I did my part. I tried to carry on this relationship when you were at your worst. I tried communicating with you and understanding you. I really tried saving our relationship, but I realized it's not worth it anymore, knowing that it feels like you've let go already.

I was with you when you were at your lowest, but I never felt you being with me now that I'm at my lowest. I now realize that you're not worth all the sacrifices that I made.

Michael Lazaro:

okay po

naintindihan ko. sorry if you felt like i didn't do my best for the both of us.

Seen by Naomi Kyle