The Truth Hurts

Camp (pt.3)

'Holy...'

I get up from the shower stall floor in amazement and some proud feelings with what i had just done to this girl. We both sit ourselves up out of breath from our intimacy...Then it hits me like a semi-truck.

"We just committed adultery in a Christian church camp. Of all places to do so, oh my god."

I stand up and quickly get my clothes back on and look at the clock on the wall above the towel hangers. it read 1 am. We were in here for a whole hour. We are so screwed oh my god.

"Hey...uh we should, like, hurry up with heading back to our cabins before people get suspicious. But it was really nice doing this with you, you were absolutely amazing sweetheart."

I praise her for her performance while helping her get dressed and cleaned up. I walked out of the stall with her, but she stumbles a little bit, her legs are shaking a little too. I thought maybe she was just being dramatic so I could stay with her longer, so I ignored it. But she called for me with some distress it seemed, so I turned around to see her with a worried expression on her face.

"Are you okay? You look concerned about something."

She looks at me with a lopsided smile while still trying to walk properly.

"Oh, honey don't worry I'm fine. I promise ha-ha."

An awkward silence fills the room. it felt almost as if you could cut a knife through the tension right now, Jesus.

She adjusts her hair in the mirror and cleans off her toy then looks at me in the mirror reflection with a cute, small smile and takes a long sigh.

"Sav?"

"Yes?"

"...I didn't think you would end up being that rough with me. I don't know why, but a part of me thinks you took advantage of the situation."

I stand there confused why she was asking me this. It's like she was ignoring the fact that she kept trying to make sexual moves on me for the past couple days. If anything, it's as if she's the one "taking advantage".

But I overlook it and answer her question with something she is wanting to hear.

"No Hun, of course not! Why would I ever do that?? if anything, I'm sorry for making you feel that way, I guess I got carried away then ha-ha..heh."

'Jesus the tension is getting thicker by the second...I need to leave. Now.'

So, I walked up behind her and hugged her from behind, i wrapped my arms around her waist then nuzzle my face into her neck and let out a sigh. I lifted my head slowly and gave her a peck on the cheek then took one of my hands and gently caressed the same cheek i had planted a kiss on and gave her a soft gaze with a warm smile.

"Listen...Let's keep this between ourselves, understood? I don't want to get caught, and I'm sure you don't want to either now."

She had just finished washing off her toy then sat it down on the sink to look over at me. Her deep, hazel eyes struck mine dead. She looked as if she wanted to say or do something she will most likely regret, but I could tell she was controlling those words as hard as she could.

An awkward silence filled the air between us. it was dead quiet. The only sounds we could hear were the frogs croaking outside behind the bathhouse, and the crickets chirping nearby the door.

Then she took in a short breath. Oh god here it comes...

"Sav, look...I understand where the very visible concern is, but I won't make any promises darling."

I had let go of her completely and took a step back. I felt my stomach drop to the floor. My hands were shaking, my heart was thumping, my head was going crazy with those terrible 'what if' thoughts. Oh no...

"U-uhm, no? What're you talking about...?

I stood there staring at her in confusion while trying to think of whatever she had meant by that.

"what..."

I had muttered only that from under my breath while my brain was fight or flight mode at this point. And as if that wasn't enough stress unto me, now i have to concern further with whatever kinds of consequences we could both end up having. I was aware we could get kicked out and never be allowed back, or we could just simply get called home and not be able to return until next summer...But then-.

"Are you telling me...That... you have told others about this little 'hookup' between us?"

I felt as if i wanted to slap her across the face now. But it wouldn't have helped anything, so I kept my 'upset and victimized' character.

Then she spoke up finally.

"I mean, yeah...Only like- Um..."

I snapped back at her.

"How many people?!"

Now she was starting to back away before answering me.

"Ten...people..."

I just stood there in utter shock from what she had just told me. Ten people...?! Seriously?! I couldn't believe this, and here I had thought we had actually had something...

I stormed back to the shower stall and grab my shirt and shorts then quickly put them back on and headed back for my cabin. I slammed the bath house door back in her face, there was a thump after it closed but I could care less if I had hit her in the head.

I got back to my cabin and crawled through an opened window I had a friend of mine leave open for me for when came back. I crawled through while trying to make little to no noise as possible. I had made it and carefully stepped down onto the cold, concrete flooring and slid off my slides, and laid in bed and went straight to sleep. But I had only one occurring thought all through that night... And no matter how hard I'd try to make it leave my head, it never left. And to this day it still never had.

Her.