Blossom ✿

♡

君への愛が 愛が
ゆらゆらゆらゆら (fall in love)

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I know, as soon as you open this, you're going to smack my head real hard.

Rather than studying for my psychology examination in the morning, here I am, writing this a few minutes past midnight. And mind you, these are the board examinations we're talking about.

Why, you might ask? Even when I'm fully aware of the consequences that are about to unfold, I'm still doing this.

Well, you see, sometimes intrusive thoughts take over your ability to differentiate between right and wrong. And tonight, they've decided to have a field day in my mind.

Since it's the last exam anyway, well, bollocks to it. I'll just chalk it up to a psychological experiment in procrastination. Maybe I'll even write a paper on it one day–if I survive your inevitable wrath, that is.

So, getting back to where we were...

I've often been told by our teachers and our mothers that I've got a memory like an elephant–minus the trunk and the ability to squash things. I remember stuff from way back when my head wasn't even shaved for the first time. You've also pointed out, more times than I can count, that I have a way with words–though my thick skull often fails to put them to proper use.

So here I am, finally putting my two "greatest strengths" to the right use for the first time. And trust me, it won't be the last. Consider this my debut performance in the art of not wasting potential.

Ever since the start, I have deeply cherished our bond, and words often fail me when it comes to expressing my gratitude.

Hence, I present to you this.

A small trip down the memory lane;

A toast to our friendship;

A token of gratitude for your role in shaping who I am today–you basically parented me anyway;

And,

A tribute to the silent witness of our journey, our beloved Agave Americana, still standing tall in your garden, radiating its glow everywhere and reminding us of everything we've been through together.

I wasn't planning this to turn out so long, but it somehow did. Don't blame me though– my emotions are all over the place right now.

As for my feelings... I'm not sure why they happened. What began as a mere joke long ago, something I laughed off and didn't take seriously, has somehow grown into something deep and undeniable over the past year.

All I know now is that you've claimed a special corner in my heart–actually, you've taken over most of it.

This is not supposed to be a love letter or confession, and so, I'll stick to saying this one thing:

Like that one peculiar plant in your garden, my love for you took its own precious time to blossom. But now it's here – resilient, beautiful, flourishing and steadfast – bringing a unique beauty and light into my life.

I can't thank you enough for being there for me, for guiding me through my darkest times, and for sharing in my joys. Our friendship has been my anchor, my safe haven. You've shown me what it means to care, to be patient, and to truly listen.

From the simple joys of making ribbon flowers to the deep conversations that shaped my understanding of the world, every moment with you has been invaluable. You've been more than a friend; you've been a mentor, a confidant, and my greatest source of strength.

So, here's to us, to the bond we share, and to the countless memories we've created together. Thank you for everything, and I hope this little trip down memory lane brings a smile to your face, just as you have brought countless smiles to mine.

With love,

Your favourite pupil

PS. As I'm flipping back through the pages right now, I can't help but notice not even a single scribble?! They are basically a part of my existence... Well, I guess this can serve as evidence – every single word I've written – they are all purely my raw emotions.

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花びら舞って巡るように

Your love, your love, your love, your love