The Pain Of Regrets

12:New Relations

Anushka's Pov:

have you ever felt like your'e floating on thin air well that's what i feel  right now it's 12:00 in the afternoon and for reminders it's my engagement day YES i'm getting engaged GOD i'm so excited and happy well i wasn't gonna say nervous because i'm not. I'm in my room getting ready and i don't think this dress looks good on me it's um well i just don't like the color on me "anu it looks good i swear" avu's is trying to convince me but it's not my color it's too i don't know but i have never tried this color before i don't know why i wanted to experiment "believe me if it wasn't good enough i wouldn't allow you to even look at it" she's right she her fashion sense is actually too good "fine i believe you i'll wear it besides i'm the one who confirmed it so it's fine it'll look good when i'll be all ready right?" she smiles and nod's her head god i wish the makeup artist don't screw up.

after some time the makeup artist showed up we started the makeup and then the hairstyle then i fully changed and wore my jewelry and avneet was right it does look good just when  i sat on my bed my friends come in "OMG" reem said "you look BEAUTIFUL" avneet says "i'm gonna cry" they both say together and we all chuckle "you both look pretty too" i tell them because they actually look so good both of them i can say this without any doubt that all my friends are extremely pretty we talk and laugh for a while and it's time to go down. 

anushka's outfit:

avneet's outfit: 

reem's outfit:

vaishnavi's outfit:

jannat's outfit:

actually i don't like adding outfit's for boys you can imagine whatever you like heheh.

avneet's pov: 

everyone is looking so pretty i swear anu looks like a doll i have never thought that this day will come so soon she's getting engaged GOD i'm so happy for her but it fells weird looking at her sitting over there i wish she live's a happy life she has been through hell god please let her be happy this time i was in my thoughts when i heard "avneet come on the ceremony will start soon" reem takes my hand and walk towards the stage i see anu smiling at me i smile back can she tell that i feel scared that what if he's not like she thinks he is what if she end up getting hurt what.... "hello..." i hear a deep voice and i turn to find siddhart standing beside me "...........you look confused" how the hell can he tell "well my sister is getting engaged" i say as a matter of fact "don't you think she's in good hands" he asks well honestly speaking no i don't but she thinks he's good enough so i'll go with that "i don't think any man is good enough for her she's perfect" i tell  him and to my surprise he smiles at that like a real smile and another surprise he looks so good smiling no wonder he don't smile often this can kill people "you look beautiful" and i'm dreaming he seriously said that because most of the times when i have met him he's just so quite and all in himself i thought he don't like interactions but this is not real "i-um thnaks.." i don't know what else to say. 

The function ends sooner then it started everyone left already i'm in the kitchen getting a coffee for myself because i couldn't sleep i take the mug and start walking towards my room when i get a message i open my phone to see it's siddhart "you up?" well "the surprising part is that your'e up" i reply "i'm up most of the nights" i don't know what to say to that "umm any medical reason" i see the three dots pop up and then disappear and i think i shouldn't have asked that "well i never got it checked so i'm not sure but i guess it's just sometimes i can't sleep or you can say that i can sleep only sometimes" "insomnia. it's a disease people who have this can't sleep most of the time" i think he knows this but i still replied "maybe i'm just scared that i have this thing that's why i have never told anyone" woah he is scared of something that's another information "so i'm the first one to know?" i take the last sip of my coffee and set the mug on my side table "yeah and now i think it wasn't a good idea shit" i smile at that "i have memory issues i already forgot" i reply with a smiling emoji "and he replied with a laughing one "why are you awake?" i don't think  i have an answer for that "well i like to be alone and this is the only time i get so yup" i went with the honest answer i'm not sure why "you know i heard somewhere that people who likes to be alone are those whose family never leaves them alone  so is it true" i-um i just stare at the screen and i don't know what to say is it true well who am i asking myself? i'm not the only one who knows it's true everyone around me knows but am i ready to admit it to someone i just met to someone who's sharing his secrets with me and i don't know if i can share mine or not i look down to find another message "did i said something wrong?" did he? no i just  i took a deep breath and reply "i feel tired ill talk to you later" he replied after a few seconds "sure good night" i lay on my bed to think what if i've never had a good night.

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alright guys this is it i have posted after a few days but as promised it's saturday i'm feeling good although i'm not sure if it'll last long but i'll start writing it diverts my mind i'll see you guys tomorrow till then vote and comment bu bye.

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