The Pain Of Regrets

32: A new road

2 moths later:

"there's a reason why girls don't do this" anu tell her over the face time "you are supposed to give me strength" avneet snap at her "don't be negative anu you go avneet you can do this" jannat says she's having a face time with all her friends after two months of dating siddhart she finally knows that this is it for her and to the surprise she's going to confess today and that's the terrifying part because knowing siddhart he's the kind of person who doesn't believe in love and that's what scares her what if he says no what if he doesn't feel the same way hat if he breaks up with her nope don't go there she bid her friends by as she get's a message from siddhart that he's outside her house "hey" he said with a smile as she got into the passenger seat "hey" she replies he looks at her for another minute "what?" she asks with a chuckle "nothing you look good" he said controlling his laugh "i always look good" she snaps and he releases a deep laugh after a thirty minute drive they were at the beach "so why the sudden change of plan?" he asks they were supposed to watch the movies he was waiting for for so long but she asked him that she want to come here and well he agreed "i wanted to watch the sunset" she said looking at the sun getting lighter and lighter she looks at him who was already starring at her she smiles "you know since that incident happened............" she starts "there hasn't been a single day i didn't thought what if i would've stopped that day? what if i wouldn't have been so stubborn and listened to her? what if i had been more mature to deal with that situation? was everything would be the same? she would've been here with us right?" she says something like disappointment captures her face "it wasn't your fault you were just a kid" he tells her holding her hands and making her look at him "i believe it now maybe not fully but i do and you know why.....because of you you made me forgot all the things i used to overthink you made me feel so loved and cherished i forgot there was a time i used to hate myself you told me what self love is and now because of you i'm in love with myself i feel like everything in my life has led me to you my choices my heartbreaks my regrets everything and when we are together my past seems worth it because if i had one thing differently i might never have met you ............." his smiles widen looking at her ".........remember when you told me that i should heal my wounds when you said you want to heal my wounds............" he nods with a soft smile "..............well now i want to ask you siddhart now i want you to heal my wounds to make me forget this pain of regrets i'm dragging with me i want you to make me let go of all these things and you know why......... because i love you" his smile fades a little and he looks at her as if she has grown horns on her head "you don't have to say anything in return i just said it because i wanted you to know this i mean of course i'm not expecting anything from you i know you don't believe in it and i know you don't want this so yo...." her words were cut in between as he drew her closer and crash his lips on hers her eyes widen with the sudden touch but she gradually gives in the kiss was full of love and promises it was a reminder that he was there no matter what it lasted for a minute and he pulled away just to join their for heads together and a sigh escape his mouth "i love you too" she looks up at him a smile appearing on her face her hands around her neck and his around her waist they both were starring to each others eyes knowing that this is what they wanted that this is enough "there's one more thing" he said and she nods "i never thought i would even imagine it let alone say it to someone but i did imagine it all the frickin time and i'm about to say it i still remember the feeling i had when i first saw you or talked to you and also when i first saw you everything changed i saw what true happiness look like i also saw my future and now when i look at you i see my world my past, present and my future i see everything i want you are constantly in my mind you know how to brighten up my day just by saying 'hi' your'e the most amazing person i could ever ask for you've truly made me happier then i thought i could be i am in love with you and the best part is i fall in love with you more and more every day and with every word you say you've helped show me what love really is. every day i spend with you is another day i'm grateful for  you've brought lite into my life in ways i never imagined possible your smile your laughter they are my favorite i can't wait to spend my rest of the life with you i know that waking up to you, rolling over and giving you a kiss every morning will be truly amazing so here i'm asking you today avneet will you marry me and make all my imaginations come true?" a smile appearing on her face and she didn't realize she was crying she looks down at her feet and the up at him again "not unless you tell me that i'm amazing" she said and he chuckles "you are amazing and i won't ever trade you for anything or anyone in this world" he said and she smiles at him "okay you pass i'll marry you" she said with holding her head up high and he laughs "i'm glad" he said and slipped a beautiful diamond ring in her finger "you had it all planned?" she asked confused of the sudden ring shift even though it was frickin beautiful "yeah i didn't knew what you were gonna do but when you told me about the beach i thought this would be perfect before i was planning to do it over a trip to your favorite island" he said and she smiles at her they both take a walk and then he drop her to her house and she was smiling the whole way she couldn't ask for anything better it was all just perfect.

anu was so happy when avneet and siddhart broke the news that they want to get married to all of their friends and parents three days ago and it was just perfect she knew that avneet loves him and maybe sid loved her too but she did not had an idea about this weeding thing it was a surprise and it was amazing "you free tonight?" dev asks she was working in the kitchen making a chocolate pudding well her new interest was baking "yup" she replies focused on her work "my friend has invited us to this party tonight you wanna go" he asks she stops for a sec but then continue doing her work "sure if you want me to go" she says "i mean i won't force you unless you wanna go" he said she close her eyes took a deep breath "yes i wanna go" he smiles "cool be ready by seven" he said and left she stopped doing whatever she was doing and looked where he went too "i don't want this" she said to herself and then payed attention to her work again.

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okay guys this is it for today hope you like the chapter do vote and comment i'll see you guys next weekend bu byee qt's.

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