Cherry Blossomed in Love

Chapter Four

"You know what..." Third hangingly said. I mumbled a 'what' while staring at the crowd of stars. They twinkle so bright that you can actually create a lot of images in it.

So I lifted my finger in the air and started tracing them as a smile was formed on my lips when I realized what I'm illustrating at the sky...

The wind suddenly whispers to my ears as I shivered a little in the coldness.

"Cute..." I look at Third and saw him staring at me as I felt like my blood rushes in my cheeks. Did he just say something? The wind blew so hard that I didn't hear what he had just said if he really did say something.

"Are you saying something?" I asked then he nodded his head and shook it at the same time.

I gave him a frown that he just responded with a laugh.

"I was telling something awhile ago when I noticed you pointing at something at the sky so when you asked me if I did say something, I nodded. But it seems like you turned your head on me not because I was staring at you but it looks like you heard something so I shook my head because I wasn't saying anything," he said while gasping for air. He actually rapped what he said, making me slap my face internally because I don't think I have understood any of what he just said.

"You're smiling..." I subconsciously touched my lips as I just felt that it was spread wider than it is. I suddenly felt my heart beating faster, faster than what he had just said earlier when he wanted us to stay for a little longer.

"I'm not!" I huffed. Hiding away my for-sure-tomato cheeks on his sight and he just chuckled. Ugh, he's so handsome when he laughs...

So addictive.

I decided to look at him when my heart calmed up a little and I saw him looking down, squinting his eyes and sweats were forming in his forehead.

I suddenly rushed to check on him when he look up on me and smile but it didn't even reached his eyes. And that moment... I felt nervous.

I'm scared.

I think I'm already attached to him, realizing that I would not be able to stay a lot longer in this world weaken my knees, as my eyes start swelling up, and my visions are getting blurry.

"Sakura..." I heard his voice and I suddenly snapped back to reality when I saw him struggling in pain. I panic but I tried to soothe my mind before I helped him stand up, holding my dextrose on my left hand and his arm over my shoulder on my right.

And there I started calling for a nurse. I am not aware of the time and I can't even check it because of the worries and anxiety that I'm feeling right now while carrying Third's weight on me.

Luckily, two nurses started running towards us and helped me carry Third.

While he was taken away, he looked at me and smiled. I feel like my heart shrank thinking that he had even managed to try smiling for me even to reassure me that he was fine even though he is not.

He is in a terrible pain and it was because of me. It was because I actually hoped for us to stay longer... That I didn't mind his situation... That I didn't just say no so he can rest for his unknown illness.

It was all my fault that he almost died because of me.

I felt my face become wet as tears were starting to race its way down. I didn't have the chance to suppress it and I sobbed there, as the raindrops fall despite the clear sky of night...

I shouldn't have had this feeling... We shouldn't have met... I'll leave him anyway in the end...