It's Okay

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That's when it hit me, he was staring. I tried to ignore it, but curiosity got the best of me. I turned my head, looked him directly in those beautiful ice blue eyes and down to his dimple in his left cheek. He had a mole next to his mouth, and it only made him more attractive. I was only vaguely aware that other people were in the car with us.

'What's wrong?' I couldn't help but smile so big I'm sure he could see every single one of my teeth. I was also very aware of the fact that the last time id smiled like that was the last time I was with him. Really with him. That was two full years ago.

'Nothing' he smiled back

I looked out the window again to hide my excitement. I finally allowed my mind to wander into a place I'd locked away a year ago, doubting this moment would ever come. See he ended it, and I could never imagine him looking at me like that again. Ever heard the expression looks can kill? Well this one killed my chances of forgetting him for good. I allowed myself to think of us again, of his hands on my waist, and in my hair, and his beautiful smile, and his magnificent eyes only inches from my face.

But I guess like every other love story, this one ended just as tragically and as quickly. I was just as excited to see him that next Sunday, curious as if we'd have another moment. I looked for him for a while, and when I finally spotted him, he was with his girlfriend. One I didn't know he had up until I saw him look at her. I never knew it was possible to be entirely devastated and completely overjoyed. I was overjoyed for him,all I wanted was his happiness, and that meant I had to finally let go.