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This chapter was based on my spinner wheel so please excuse the fact it was not requested !

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Warning: This  chapter contains mentions of
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3@t1ng D1$0rd3r$
Malnutrition
Light weight body
Crying
Panic attack
Small description of physical abuse
Lonnie trunk theorie
And doctor talk,
If these things make you uncomfortable please do not read my fic :)
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Johnathans POV:

I love Will but he is very light,it scares me

Will was already bouncing in my lap while he was babbling,this made me realize how light he is, Jesus, this boy was super light,I move my legs around to see if I can find a little weight in him,
Just then I feel a small slap on my knee and see him look at me with an annoyed face, I just chuckled and stopped moving.

After some lap time we ate lunch,this is when I noticed he wasn't eating but instead picking at his sandwich and and looking almost as if for a way to get away

"Dandelion,can you eat just a little bubs?"
He looked and me and looked back at his plate for a while then I noticed tears start to form in his eyes
  "Oh Will,I know it's hard but we gotta try hm?" I said walking up to him to try and feed him but as soon as I put a piece to his mouth,he started to hyperventilate,
I put the piece down and pull him away from the table, last time he had a panic attack at the table he was shaking violently and his hands were so shaky we had to make sure he didn't hurt himself from picking at his fingers and put socks on his hands,
This isn't new at all,he has been diagnosed with anxiety and anorexia for a while now since 6 I think,his first ever panic attack he was on the ground shaking and sobbing loudly pulling his hair,was had to hold his arms down so he wouldn't harm himself,

I hate dad for the pain he caused will,it makes me wanna just beat him up,i hate him, and i know why will has these problems,
The screams will would make when he didn't finish his food the loud slap noise and the cry right after,or that one time,that one, when I heard muffled cry's from that trunk, the fucking trunk...
Now he won't eat right and won't even go near a car without a small hyperventilate session,

I pulled him into me arms and shushed him quietly,
"Sh sh it's okay bubs,you don't have to finish,just one small bite?," I ask rocking him in my lap, his breathing slowly backed down and he felt better I put a small piece in front of him and thankfully he took the small piece into his mouth "Good job bubs! I'm so proud of you!" I say rubbing his back and put another piece to his mouth,he made a gagging noise and I quickly put it down, maybe when Mom comes back he'll eat the rest.

Now he is crawling around from activity to activity, I may or may not have gave him a bit of candy,but in my defense he was about to cry if I didn't give it to him so I had no choice! But now he's going from one area to the next and it's concerning now,
"Will bubs can you slow down?" I say now fidgeting,he was fast as fudge and now I feel like he's gonna hurt himself if he doesn't stop,
"Bu sibby! I explore!" He managed to babble out
  "Oh do you now?dont you think you'll scare the animals away if your fast?" I say softly trying to get him to at least consider but then he just squeals in joy and crawls over to the bookcase seeing one of the animals I hid for the game he's playing.
I sigh and just watch to make sure he doesn't hurt himself, he crawled over to the table to find his favorite stuffie and squeals again just then all I hear is a loud  *Thund* then i see him on the ground looking bewildered at the the fact he hit his head on the table
"Will bubs you ok?!" I hear a little giggle and see him giggling at the mistake he made and carefully this time grabbing the stuffed animal
"I Tay!" He said them crawled to sit next to me on the couch and played with my fingers.

As we cuddle and he plays with my hand my I move my legs a little,then again then again "Tay till" is all I heard before I stopped moving.
This little boy is gonna be the death of me but that ok because that's my little brother
And I love him.
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OMG I FINISHED THIS IN SCHOOL-
I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter,it took a little bit of time but eventually I finished

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