I woke up in Mina's house, it was already dark outside. I realized that it was late night and I needed to go back to Sana's house.
But why do I need to go back there? Yay. Of course, my stuffs are there. I need to get it.
I didn't wake up Mina because she really looked peaceful sleeping on the couch. I just put my jacket to her and covered her body.
I swear I was blushing as I stared at her sleeping. She was like an angel. Why am I feeling this? It's far different from Jihyo but so close to Sana.
I love Sana for sure but I can't love two people at the same time. Love? I just met Mina but I feel comfortable and safe with her. This was the first time I got here in her house but it was like my sanctuary.
Mina just bumped into my life but she's giving me positive energy. I mean she's cheering me up. She's somewhat my healer, taking my pain away.
However, I'm leaving. I don't want to ask help anymore. I don't want to be a burden. I will just get my things from Sana's house then I will leave. It's for the best.
I leaned down and kissed Mina's forehead "Thank you," I whispered.
We just met. Sadly, I need to go away...
Away from distress.
Away from judgement.
Away from this place.
Away from them.
Away from Sana.
Now my mind fully understand it, I don't belong here.
I was in front of Sana's house, ashamed that I forget her passcode. I already pressed the button of the doorbell but she was not opening it. I guess she was sleeping.
Duh... it's past eleven o'clock, almost midnight.
I sighed, I shouldn't go here. I hope I just stay with Mina.
Then I heard the click of the door, I stiffened.
The door was slowly opened revealing Tiffany in her pink nightgown but her head down.
"Sana?"
I heard sniffs. Was she crying?
"T-Tzu? Is that you?" I heard her trembling voice. Gosh, she's crying! Why? Why would she cry?
Maybe something happened in the restaurant with Minho. If he hurt Sana, I will beat the shit out of him. I will crack every bone he has in his body. Sana is a precious one, if someone hurt her, I won't just let it pass.
I stepped closer to Sana "Are you okay?"
The door was closed by itself and it was locked automatically, I heard it.
Even if she's giving me pain, I don't want to see her like this. The pain is too much to bear. It's okay if I'm the one who's hurt, not her, not my dearest love.
Sana suddenly hugged me and it totally woke me up, making me sober as my heart was thumping hard. I could hear it in my head. Her effect on me sometimes, overwhelming.
"I thought you leave me," she wept.
I smelled alcohol. I think she's drunk. Yeah, she would never act like this if she's in the right mind.
"I really thought you're gone," she sniffled hard as she crumpled my sleeves. She was holding me like she doesn't want to let go.
"Don't leave me Tzu," she sobbed and begged. She hugged me and all of my senses became alert. She gave electricity throughout my body, I felt so much alive.
