1001 Roses

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Authors POV

"𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬!"
Justin smirked at you before pinning you down on the bed and hovered over you.

Your breath hitched at his action but you composed yourself before him. You can't be scared right now. You have to know the whole truth. For that, you have to move wisely.

Jungkook, who is now Justin was hovering over you looking at you with his playful yet mischievous eyes.

"Hey honey, smelling so heaven."
He said sniffing your neck.

It makes you utterly uncomfortable even though it's Jungkook but he is not in his consciousness it makes you unfamiliar with his touch.

"Jungkook, I mean, Justin."
You called him.

He looked at you before answering,

"Yes, Precious?"

You gulped before asking him.

"From when you are with Jungkook?"

He scrunched his eyebrows before looking at you.

"Why do you have to talk about him right now? Let's play a little before he swaps with me."
He said and snuggled in your neck making you push him softly.

"Justin! I want to know can't you tell me?"
You said trying to sugarcoat him with your words.

"Can't you do this for me, Justin?"
You asked him sweetly.

He looked up at you and said before sighing,

"What do you want to know now, Precious?"

Your eyes lightened up hearing him answer your questions.

"What happened to Jungkook's mom and dad?
What happened to the orphanage?"
You asked him.

He sat up straight on the bed and looked out of the window. You sat beside him and called him.

"Justin?"

He started to speak while still looking outside the window.

"It hurts, Yn."

Your eyebrows scrunched in confusion.

He turned towards you suddenly making you startled. His eyes looked raged. He is glaring at you.

You can feel the fear crawling inside you by looking at his glaring eyes but you tried your best not to show it.

"Justin?"
You softly called him.

"You okay?"

"How can I be okay when you only care about that Jungkook? Huh!!"
He shouted suddenly making you get up from the bed.

"Tell me, Yn. All I want to have is your love. Why can't you give me it? What does that Jungkook have that I don't?
Huh?"
He harshly grabbed your shoulders making you push his hand away but his hold was tight.

"Jungkook, leave me."
You hissed while trying to push his hands away.

"Look, again taking Jungkook. Jungkook, Jungkook, Jungkook.
Always Jungkook. I hate this, Yn.
I hate everything. I even hate to exist but what can I do? Every time I'm thinking about vanishing away from Jungkook's body I can't be able to because you are the one who will come to my mind, Yn. You are the solace for every pain. I was the one who saw you first, who fell for you first but look how my fate is playing with me. Jungkook got you."

"I'll always be the unlucky one. But please Yn. I'm begging you. I'm not bad. Please love me."

His eyes are tearing up which makes him hard to see but he was still holding your arms in a tight grip.