like, geez. won't u just use another towel? or did u take ur sister's and just alternate between the two? anyways, you've been literally showing up everywhere these days. when I'm at the clerk of course, about to start, when I'm swimming, talking with my friends afterwards, sleeping on benches and even my dreams. why. are. you. invading. my. life. the other day I kind of hallucinated that u were at club practice. awkward. and your endless supply of candy? liek? I think you got in trouble with a coach (or was it the grapes? idek) and why do you keep on getting hurt. geez, dude. well, the first time was my fault. and the second was cuz of the pool. but sTILL. I stg the next time it's gonna be mr. honk or something. and why are your dives so funny? if I did something like that I'd end up on my back with that kind of momentum. and I really want to meet your dog one day. and hear you curse in Chinese xD and to visit a fair with the aquatic-dinosaur that was in Jurassic world. and to tell me where the heck do u keep getting candy. and your hair is so fun to play with. I wish I had hair like that. why do I keep on wanting to run to the pool everytime there is some sort of event, just to see you? so you can make me laugh and smile when I feel like no one else can. but your face laced with pain; I can't bear it. both times I just turned away. I can't see someone so spirited ever that . . . sad. also when u put ur head in ur hands after a bad race (lol like ur pooping, to quote my "squad") and when you sleep (aka close ur eyes and listen to everyone) you have furrows in your brows. is that the correct phrase? and according to the cute girl you once ate ice cream. so you understand how I feel? is it still haunting you? we still need to have that talk. you keep avoiding me whenever I bring it up--and you never do otherwise. don't tell me you're a runner, too. and you also laugh at my ocd-tendencies, along with everyone else. you don't get that, do you? it's okay. nobody else does. only the girl with the cherry hair and nose ring understood me in that subject. and why do the kids love you? I want the kids to love me, too. is it because I'm too serious? too late? too squishy? too FAsT? they love you, though
and you're ticklish. I love that.
