Chapter 18

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"Tsukasa was like a brother to me.. I don't like him being in this condition again."

Toya said as he leaned against the hospital wall. Looking at the clock.

"Will he be alright..?" Toya said as he closed his eyes.

"I hope.. Tsukasa made it last time, he can make it.."  Rui said as he leaned against the wall next to Toya.

...

"I wanna die.."

"What?"

"N-Nothing.." Toya looked away, looking down.

'When I saw him there lying, I completely stop my entire mind. It wasn't worse like last time but..'


"Toya? Oh, you came to visit me." Tsukasa said with a smile on his face, Toya returned the smile with an smaller smile.

"Hey.. I brought you some cookies.." Toya said trying to keep a smile on his face. The truth is you cant.

"Thats sweet of you! Thank you." Tsukasa said as he's accompanied with rough coughs. This made the two boys worried for the ill boy.

"I hope your condition isn't getting worse. It'll be.. Really.. Bad if.."

"Hey, don't be sad. I'm gonna survive cause.. IM THE SUN AND THE SUN NEVER DIES!!" Tsukasa said.. but the sun will die eventually. And when the sun dies, it'll kill everyone.

Toya and Rui couldn't help but laugh at Tsukasa's statement. A little bad but.. Encouraging too.

"Let's just hope that too, I don't want to lose my precious sun." Rui said as he gently kissed Tsukasa's forehead.

Toya smiled at the two and sighed. "I'll get going now.." Toya leaves the room, without seeing or hearing goodbyes.

Rui grabbed Tsukasa's hand and gently squeezed it, his eyes turned to look at Tsukasa.

"Go After him."

"Toya.." Rui said as he approached the blue boy ( Smurf ahh )

Toya stopped and turned to look at Rui with a small frown on his face.

"I'm fine Rui.. It's just-" Toya stopped, he took a deep breathe before looking at the hospital clock.

"Tsukasa was like a brother to me.. I don't like him being in this condition again."

Toya said as he leaned against the hospital wall. Looking at the same clock he was staring at, this time the hand changed positions.

"Will he be alright..?" Toya said as he closed his eyes.

"I hope.. Tsukasa made it last time, he can make it.."  Rui said as he leaned against the same wall next to Toya.

They both didn't look at each other, all they could hear was the doctor and nurse's conversation. Monitors, and the clock hand.

...

"I wanna die.."

"What?"

"N-Nothing.." Toya looked away, looking down.

It was a silly statement, but deep down. Toya meant it.. A little... His mental health was already the worst before, he had to break up with his boyfriend because of it. It's just a confusing time for the blue haired boy.

"Look. I'm here if your sad, alright?" Rui said as he watched the clock's hand change position. "We all are struggling."

Toya nods.. And he forced a smile.

"Alright.." Toya said quietly.

Toya finally walked away after that conversation, he still had to focus on his bakery for a bit, to raise money to help Tsukasa. To save Tsukasa if possible.

He pressed on the elevator button and began to think.. About being gay- just kidding, about more angsty thoughts.

Just when the elevator door opened. Toya's heart stopped for a moment.

"A..Akito?" Toya said quietly.

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