Chapter 17

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Rui gently opened the door..

and saw his lover laying down on his hospital bed. Tho Tsukasa's condition is terrible, Rui still.. Puts a smile on his face for his star.

"Dear, it's me.." Rui said as he sat on a nearby chair near the bed. Tsukasa is asleep as of the moment, but he couldn't help but hold his lover's hand and squeezing it tight.

'What if I'll lose you again..' thought Rui as he looked at the sleeping blonde boy // I actually don't know what the fuck is his hair is.. Jake from tmf ass hair. ( sorry )

He tried his best not to show pain in his expression, of course.. He's trying to stay strong for Tsukasa.

He stared at the sleeping boy, as his accompanied with his own heart beat. That's weird honestly..

After several minutes, Rui heard a soft yawn from Tsukasa.

"My star? How are you.. Did you sleep well?" Rui immediately questioned to thw newly awakened Tsukasa.

Tsukasa looked at Rui, he gave a painful smile.

"I'm alright.. And yes, i slept well. Thanks for visiting me as always.." Tsukasa said as he also tightened his grip on Rui's hand. The two boys stared at each other's eyes.. Knowing that, it'll be the last year they'll spend together.. I hope that dosen't come true at least.

As they gazed at each other's eyes, Rui couldn't help but slowly frown. He just remembered something.

"I wanted to give you flowers but.. sigh couldn't get one on time. Didn't knew that, it's a month that many people would get sick." Rui said as he looked at Tsukasa.

It didn't matter for Tsukasa of course, he only cares if Rui is there with him.

"N-No.. It's fine- as long as your here.. I'm alright." Tsukasa said accompanying with a small nod to Rui. Rui gave a small smile. He wants to give Tsukasa a hug but.. It's probably not a good time at least.

"My star.." Rui whispered as he slow and gently lifted Tsukasa's hand and kissed it.

"I can't live without you. We just got together."

"I thought we're always— n-never mind.. I- also agree tho, We confessed and.. This illness is actually driving me insane. It's just.. It's trying to make my life shit alright? It's already bad when Saki died and.. Okay in summary i just hate it." Tsukasa said with a weirdly tone for his short rant. Rui pets his head and sighed.

"Ill be there."

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Okay so Rui had to leave for a moment to buy something for Tsukasa, he's just being.. a good.. "friend."

Rui looked at what Tsukasa listed for him to buy.
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TSUKASA'S REQUEST LIST!!!!
- "Star cookie."

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Guess he's buying a star cookie.

He walked at a nearby store, a bakery that sells baked goods.

Aoyagi's buns, Toya's bakery.

"Hello?" Rui said as he entered the bakery.

Toya noticed Rui and waved hello.

"Ahh.. Come in." Toya said with a gentle tone smiling.

Rui walked to the counter, and ordered one star cookie.

"Star Cookie?.. This must be for Tsukasa, right?" Toya said nodding and preparing to pack a star cookie.

"Maybe you should buy more, Tsukasa does love star cookies." Toya handed the star cookie to Rui waiting for his payment.

"I know but.. I just.. Tsukasa only has a feeling of buying one cookie." Rui said paying for the cookie.

Toya looked at Rui and sighed.

"Is something wrong?.." Toya looked concerned.

"Everything Alright..? Actually no, Tsukasa's in the hospital and.. I don't want to lose him." Rui puffed, but he looked at Toya and saw his eyes widen.

"Hospital? What happened..?" Toya said with an even concerned look.

"Uh- He got sick.. Yeah." Rui sighed.

"I feel bad- im sorry about what's happening.."

"No no, its alright. I- I can manage."

He couldnt

— A/N: DID THIS DURING CLF ‼️‼️‼️‼️

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