Complicated (A BaekYeon Love Story) EXOSHIDAE

Chapter 10 - The Attempt

New cover of this story on the multimedia section made by HannahWYQ ^_^ Thank you so much. As promised, I've come up with an update finally :)- BeenKRYSTALized

[Taeyeon's POV]

I sighed as I twisted the door knob of my lonely room. After a long tiring day at SM, I immediately went home without Baekhyun& the other girls knowing it. This is the first time that me and my bestfriend went home separately.

I laid down on my soft comfy bed with my feet touching the floor. I closed my eyes, and I see him, I see his face, his smile, his eyes, his nose, his lips, the way he used to touch my skin, his head down to his toes.. it's like he's standing right in front of me now~ lol. Why am I singing Eric Nam's version of Taeyang's Eyes, Nose, Lips in my head? I'm going nuts.

I opened my eyes again, there I looked at the ceiling and stared blankly at it. I miss him. I miss him so much.

I stayed in my position. I haven't eaten nor slept for the whole night.I didn't even bother to change my school uniform. Like a statue, I didn't make a move.

[Third Person's POV]

"Taetae!" The 15-year old Baekhyun ran with open arms to the 15-year old Taeyeon who just came back from U.S. Her family was invited in some big event of elite people there and her presence, as the daughter of the Kim's, was needed.

"Baekhyun-ah!" Taeyeon shouted in delight as she saw her bestfriend. When Baekhyun reached her, he immediately enveloped his hands on Taeyeon's little waist.

"My goodness,I missed you!" Baekhyun said while still hugging the latter.

"You love me that much!" Taeyeon giggled.

End of flashback..

Those were the times when I haven't realized that I've fallen for him.

Sadly, it will never be the same. The smiles, the happiness, everything.. will never be the same ever again. Why? Because I broke it.. I broke the first rule of bestfriendship; neverf fall in love. And now, the supposed happiness is now sadness, the smiles are now tears, the laughter is now crying. And it's all because of my stupid heart.

"Young Lady? Are you there? Please answer me, we are all worried for you." Butler Jang knocked on my door with worries in his tone.

"I'm here." I replied.

"Are you okay Young Lady? Is something wrong? You can share it to us--"

"No, nothing's wrong." Yeah right, nothing's wrong. How long will you pretend Kim Taeyeon?

"And one more thing ButlerJang, please don't disturb me." I added.

"But Young Lady, you need to go to school--"

"I need to be alone.. please."I begged.

"If you wish Young Lady, but please call us if you need anything." He told me.

I didn't bother  to reply. Instead, I glanced at the top of my desk. 7AM the clock says. So that means I've been locking myself inside my room for like 14 hours and I haven't even noticed that it's already morning.

But this is better. No one's around me. No one can see how broken I am. Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you.

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It's been days and yet I'm still here in my room. Currently sitting on the edge of my bed, hunched over, burrying my face on my knees and my back facing the wall. Eventhough I haven't seen my reflection in the mirror, I'm pretty sure I look like a mess. Well, that's me -- A HUGE MESS.