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Tae knocked on Jungkook's door and entered

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Tae knocked on Jungkook's door and entered. He couldn't sleep that night. Every word uttered by Jungkook poked Tae over and over again. He could feel his heart bleeding. He had to talk to Jungkook.

He had to tell him what he really was.

When Tae entered the cabin, Jungkook was on phone his back to Taehyung.

Tae stood there impatiently his eyes already moist. Fuck! He didn't want to cry in front of Jungkook. But the tears kept on streaming down.

Jungkook turned around and saw Tae crying standing like a small school boy. He feared the worst. Was Tae quitting? He already had a month to finish.

Fuck!

No!

"I want to talk to you," Tae finally managed to speak, "Somewhere private."

He was aware of the glass doors and windows. Tae had no idea how much he was gonna cry after the conversation. He just needed some privacy.

Jungkook bit his lip and opened a secret door by the window. It was a small library with chairs and sofas. That reminded Tae of university's library and that dreadful day.

Jungkook closed the door and looked at Tae woefully.

Fuck!

He was on the verge of apologizing but Tae began ranting.

"Everyone keeps reminding me of how I made you feel when I ran away," Tae was shaking while crying, "My own mother, my own mind, you too now. But do you know what I went through after I ran away from you. I couldn't face myself. I have never hated myself so much Jungkook. What I did to you – I know – was far worse than what you had done to me. But I couldn't gather the courage to return back to you because I knew you would hate me and I know you do. I also suffered Jungkook."

Stepping closer to him, Tae continued, "I punished myself for hurting you. I didn't appear for my exams. I gave up on my career because it made me choose between you and it. So, I decided to suffer all alone – to keep reminding myself what a fool I have been. I could have had all but no – I was stupid. Yes, you call me selfish. I am selfish. But I am a coward too that I couldn't come back to you when I realized how important you were to me. You called me heartless."

Tae moved a bit closer and hit Jungkook's chest harshly, "I am not heartless Jungkook. If you were nothing to me then I wouldn't have given you, my virginity. I was hell bent on you being my first one because you – meant so much to me. I just didn't realize it back then. Something always told me it has to be you. Only you. This is why I was so hell bent on having sex. I knew I would do something stupid if I was aware of my feelings. But before I could so something stupid, I wanted you – to touch me. I wanted you to be the only one. Don't ever fucking say you meant nothing to me."

Jungkook blinked his eyes as tears dropped down his face. He felt Tae coming closer and before he could understand what Tae wanted, he felt Tae's lips against his.

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