Obsessed~pablogavi

Chapter 7: forever

Y/n's pov:

I got home and ran to my room. I couldn't help but cry. Pablo kissed me.
It's not that I regret Pablo kissing me, but I just don't know what to do. I'm starting to like him and it scares me.
Also I've never been kissed before. It's just that everything scares me, although I feel like I can trust him.
I just need time to think.

The next morning I woke up seeing my dad had called, I quickly called him back.
"Heyy papa sorry I was still asleep"
"Hey little one I already thought you were, is everything okay?"
"Yes sure, so how's Milan" I asked trying to avoid the question.
"It's great, everything is going well, I hope to take you here one day, it's a beautiful city"
My dad and I talked for some time and eventually hung up.
I didn't tell him about the situation with Pablo cause I don't want him to worry.

I sat at the kitchen table doing my homework, but then I heard a knock on the door.
Annoyed I opened the door hoping it wasn't Pablo.
I saw Emi and began to smile.
"Hey Emi, come on get in"

I did some homework with Emi and we talked for hours. We decided to order dinner cause I wasn't in the mood to cook.
Emi said she had to leave again cause her boyfriend is picking her up. I gave Emi a hug and walked her out.

As I was done with showering I putted on my pyjamas. I was about to lock the door when the door opened.

"Pablo no, I'm really not in the mood to talk to you"

"Please amor"
I looked at him, it looks like he had been crying?

"Pablo" I sighed.
He let himself in.

"Amor please listen to me. I know I maybe moved to fast but I can't stay away from you and I won't. I love you y/n, I don't want to let you go. You make me feel I'm home"

He loves me?

I couldn't say anything and stared at him.
"Pablo you can't love me" I said.

"What do you mean I can't, please don't tell me you actually have a boyfriend" he asked as I looked into his concerned eyes.

"No I don't, but I mean... I-"
As much as I tried not to cry I failed.

Pablo walked towards me and hugged me. He wiped my tears of my face with his thumbs. He just held me as I couldn't help but cry more.

He picked me up and sat me on his lap still holding me.
"I-I'm s-sorry" I sobbed.
Pablo kissed my forehead to comfort me. After some time I finally stopped crying ready to explain. Pablo looked at me with hurtful eyes, scared to think I'm rejecting him.

"It's just that you make me feel something and it scares me. You make me feel safe. And I don't even know how. I can't love you because I'm scared you'll hurt me and I don't want to lose anyone anymore. You may stalk me but you don't know anything that ever happened Pablo. I'm so tired. I struggle to even think about what happened. I don't want to talk about it because it's something that will always stay with me. It's a traumatic experience and I can't let it go no matter how hard I try"

A tear left Pablos eyes. "But let me help you hermosa" he said sobbing quietly.

"You can't"

"Yes I can, i love you. I'm not gonna let you go. I can't handle being without you. I'm never gonna leave you, we belong to each other"

"Pablo.." I said almost in a whisper.

"I'm not letting you go. I'm going to help you and you can't fight against me"

I putted my hands on the side of his cheeks to make him look at me.
"I'm never going to hurt you, you know that" Pablo said again.

I couldn't say anything and rested my head on his shoulder.

Pablos pov:

I can't let her go. If I do I know it will be the biggest mistake I've ever made.

I got to her house trying to stop myself from crying.
I opened the door revealing my girl. As I got in I told that I love her, I really do.

It made my heart ache as she said she couldn't. She cried, it made me so scared that I would lose her. But I can't. I've never been so sure, she's my home.

I held her as she cried trying to comfort her. It made me tear up seeing her crying.
After some time when she calmed a bit, she explained.
It hurts me knowing something bad happened to her. She said it's traumatic and it will never go away. That breaks my heart to hear. That I didn't know she is hurt.

I told her she's forever safe with me. Because she is I'm never going to let her go. I can't.

She rested her head on my shoulder as I carried her upstairs. I laid her down in bed and laid next to her. Not allowing myself to go.

Eventually I fell asleep with the girl I love in my arms.

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A/n:

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