Dead But Not Gone

Prologue ᕙ(‾̀◡‾́)ᕗ

     Hiiiii! This is my first book that I've made on Wattpad so I hope you enjoy! (Sorry if the writings bad or not good enough grammar, if it bugs you please comment on the spelling mistake so I can fix it!!) 

3 years ago (hero's pov)
     I hear thumps on the tiles indicating that a nurse or doctor is probably going to enter the room to check on Basil to make sure that his blood pressure is ok, and the injures that he gained from his fight with sunny were healing.

To my surprise when I hear the door open, we all turned around to instead see sunny.

"Sunny?, you shouldn't be moving around yet.." I state in a confused tone, Aubrey soon speaks up after, "Yeah sunny, listen to hero on this one, you need to heal."

I can feel Kels gaze flickering between us and sunny, just confused as we were.

We sat there in silence before I quickly remembered- wait.. sunny pulled out all of the tubes for blood, oxygen and other substances that he probably needed to survive that were attached to him, oh fuck. This can't be good-

I quickly stand up and rush over to him, "Sunny let's go back to you're room, ok?" I ask trying to sound as calm as ever, so not to scare him.

Sunny weakly pushes me away and shakes his head before- "I need to tell you something.." We all look at him in concern and mostly confusion of what the hell he's doing out of his room  and managed to walk all the way here without being stopped by any doctors or nurses.

Kel also stands up "Sunny? You ok dude?" He asked sunny, clearly he had thought of what to say before he even spoke.

"I killed mari"

What?

"This isn't the time for jokes sunny. We need to get you back to your room to rest." Aubrey added the concern in her tone evident.

"Me and Basil faked it as suicide."

Hold up.. what the hell?

"Mari and me had been fighting because I threw my violin down the stairs causing it to shatter, mari soon ran there to see what all the commotion was, when she found it we started auguring and when I tried to leave and go down stairs she blocked my path- an-and I was so angry at the time so I pushed her, she fell down the stairs and landed on the violin. Basil had walked on the whole thing, so when he found me and convinced me to fake it as a suicide so that I wouldn't get in trouble, I finally helped him carry her out and he got the rope and we hung her on the branch... I don't know what he did with the violin though.."

What the fuck.
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What. The. Fuck.
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He killed his own sister.. out of  anger?

Just out of her blocking his path, he thought it was ok.. to push her?!

Aubrey was the first to speak up, "what the hell sunny... YOU LIED TO US FOR 4 YEARS?! WHAT TYPE OF SELFISH AND CARELESS PERSON WOULD KILL THEIR OWN SISTER, WHY THE FUCK WAS I EVER FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU?!" After yelling at sunny she marched out mumbling curses at sunny.

I just couldn't comprehend what was going on.

What?
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"I'll see you later kel.." I walked out of Basil's hospital room staring at the floor, not once looking up or even facing sunny.

"Hero, please-" That was all I heard kel say before I quickly shuffled down the hallway to the elevator and navigated my way through the lobby and left.

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I sat in my room covered around stacks of blankets on my bed rethinking about what had happened at the hospital.

My whole career was focused on trying to become a psychologist so that I would be able to treat people who were sick, or needed help, I only wanted to do something like this because the thought of someone having killing themselves like mari did freaked me out to no end.

(Also yes hero is a psychologist in this fic so fight me 😈)

There wasn't any point to keep chasing a career that I didn't need anymore, I mean- sunny killed her and I have no motivation to become a doctor of any sort.

I was still in deep thought until I heard my mother voice yelling something upstairs. I couldn't hear her fully but I guessed it was that dinner was ready. I didn't really want to eat even, I still feel like throwing up just letting my head wonder and create a picture of 12 year sunny and Basil hanged Mari on the tree branch, one of them had to probably step on the toy box in order to reach.

It was disgusting
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Horrifying even

The thought alone that Basil as a 12 year, came up with the idea to frame it as suicide instead of call the police or getting any form of help, from anyone.

Every time I tried to re-think my thoughts to try to muster up any ways that they could have done to no wrongs and ways that I could forgive them.

I couldn't.

There was nothing I could think of to forgive them.

I mean for gods sake why would a CHILD know how to make a noose?!

It wasn't messed up. It was completely and utterly fucked up and just flat out the worse way to not get in trouble.

She could have even been alive after the fall and just unconscious, she could have even been awake and unable to move her legs to get up.

I could only think of the worse things that could have happened to her and how she actually died.

There was a knock on the bedroom door.

Kel slowly and cautiously entered the room, carrying a plate of steak and cauliflower, along with over vegetables.

He set it down on my bedside table before walking over to me and sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Listen hero... I know this is a lot to take in but- I think we can all move on eventually, I mean"

We sit there in silence for awhile before kel continues to talk.

"I know how you loved mari, I mean we all loved mari, but she wouldn't want to see you like this and-"

Third person (－_－) zzZ

Hero quickly pushed kel off the bed.

"Wha-"

"HOW WOULD YOU KNOW WHAT SHE WANTS?!"

"hero-"

"STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CARE ALL OF THE SUDDEN WHEN YOU DONT!!"

Kel tensed up and tears were starting to form in his eyes.

"HOW WAS IT THAT YOU NEVER EVEN TRIED TO MOURN HER? ITS BECAUSE YOU DONT CARE WHEN YOU SHOULD!! YOU COMPLETE ASSHOLE MARI WAS THE ONE WHO WAS GOING THROUGH EVERYTHING- WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DIE AND NOT YOU?!"

Kels parents burst in from hearing all the yelling,

"Hero? Are you ok sweetie- oh."

Hero's mother ran to hero and wrapped him tightly in a hug.

"It's ok sweetie-"

"Do you need water? Food? Anything we can get you to help?"

"It will all be fine let's just calm down."

"See?, now let go downstairs?"

"Do you want to watch tv?"

Kel watched on as their parents comforted hero, well he sit in the corner crying.
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Déjà vu
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Hope you enjoyed the prologue! Sorry if it's to short!
(Word count 1242)