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Ep 14. The Devastating Unexpected Encounter

Yn.
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Enough and more of humiliation I have tolerated because of you, but now the limit of tolerating is up. You are thinking according to you, means your father's reputation should be safe, your post should be safe, you wife's image should be clean, your relation with her should be clean,

But what about me?

What about my image, my relation with you, yesterday you loved me whole night and willingly I too agreed but not for witnessing you bursting out in anger on me.

I gave my everything to you, without any other thought and you just ruined everything intentionally, not once but now for twice. I can forgive you once, but not always.

If I would be at your place, I would have taken stand for you. For my love, may not have entangled in such reaction with any third person. But now I understood that maybe you never loved me the way I did.

You just used me!

Were only thoughts in my head towards him, not even single moment I remember after his marriage that he didn't took out name of his wife, he always went away from my sight by taking excuse of his so called wife.

But how can I tolerate it everytime, I too have some expectations towards him, I am giving my everything to him and he can't even give me status of his girlfriend, his life partner.

Wiping my tear I just came out wearing my dress because I am resigning from here. I can't bear it him in front of my sight anymore.

I feel myself cheap for allowing him yesterday, how can I give my body to a married man. Though he is also right, that he will reveal our relationship after the elections, but then why did he made love with me?

If he wants time to reveal our love, he should also give time to take this step in our relationship but as clap doesn't sound by one hand, I also contributed equally and so I am really feeling disgusting of myself.

Seriously, I gave him myself even after knowing that in what condition our relation is going.  He is not at fault, I am real problem here. Because of me all this problems are happening in his life.

I wish we would have never meet,

So he won't have to here where he is right now.

Luckily I had a opaque dupatta which I took over my shoulders and pinned it up at both lace of by kurta and had covered my neck with my hairs as I didn't have any cosmetic with me. And the kajal which I used to apply daily, is now in dustbin of that room.