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Yn walked from there, only she knows that how hard it was for her to talk to Arya. Not even for once, yn looked at Tahir but felt his presence very strongly.
She threw her bag in some corner of her room and sat on floor near bed, keeping her arm and head of the edge of bed, her tears fell from her eyes and were absorbed by the bedsheet.
"Maine kya galti kar di? Tahir, kya galti kar di jo itna dard de rahe ho mujhe. Sabse pehle kaha ki DGP hu, time nahi de pauga, maine accept kiya. Phir shadi kar karli, maine accept kiya. Phir hamare rishte ko aage badhana chaha, maine accept kiya! Lekin abh tum kyu mujhe accept nahi kar rahe ho?"
(What mistake did I do? Tahir, what mistake have I done that you are giving me so much pain? First of all you said that I am busy and will not be able to give time, I accepted. Then got married.. I accepted. Then wanted to take our relationship further, I accepted! But why are you not accepting me now?)
"Abh toh mujhe doubt aa raha hai, ki kabhi tumne mujhse pyaar kiya bhi yaa nahi..."
(Now I am having doubts whether you ever loved me or not.)
She don't know for how long she was just crying. Her eyes were swollen, her face has became red and soft due to too much of tears. Her eyes became heavy while crying and she drift off in sleep.
She never have been so pathetic like this, even when her parents in a terrorist attack she was so strong for her and her younger sister. She always choose the courageous option.
But today she is not able to bury back her tears, and stand up for fighting again. She was never weak and is not even now but, the thing is feeling herself cheap and very low for allowing him touch her.
Blinking her eyes twice she opened her eyes. Which were still red and was heavy due to crying. Standing slowly, she went to the mirror of her room, the mirror was hanged on wall and was long one which reflects her whole figure.
"Tahir, maina kaha tha, yaa toh tum yaa phir maut. Lekin yn Sehgal itni kamjor nahi ki maut ka sahar lekar bhag jaaye.."
(I said, either you or death. But yn Sehgal is not that weak that she will run away with the help of death.)
"Mohobbat ki hai, koi khel nahi jo aaj khel liya aur kal muh mod liye"
(I love you, didn't played any game that can be played today and turned away tomorrow.)
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"Tum subah se thik nahi lag rahe ho, koi baat hai toh share kar sakte ho..."
(You are not feeling well since morning, if there is anything you can share.)
Arya asked Tahir who was lost in his thoughts while sitting on the bed of hotel room. He looked at her, and every moment he looks towards her he recall how he is hurting her.
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