THE SUMMER I FOUND OUT I WAS GAY | Heehoon

IN A WORLD FULL OF PEOPLE

  Heesung was having a panic attack.

   He couldn't see properly he needed to get out of there as quickly as possible. He didn't know when and how, but a girl came up and sat on his lap whispering things to him, when both of their lips moved, Heesung placed hickeys onto the girl's shoulder he couldn't help but think that someone was glaring at him. 

    Heesung needed a break. That's all he wanted, but instead, he got the opposite. Heesung gave up he needed to find Jaebom or Jonsu quickly.

      "Heesung?" A familiar voice called out, he looked behind his body trembling to see the lead guitarist of the band he was a part of.

    The band he left the day they had the finals in the battle of the bands, he was a coward. He left a small note saying he can't do this anymore. It was true. The band broke him, it only left a shattered mirror waiting to be fixed. 

In a world full of people Lee heesung was broken. 

    "N-no... get away from me!" Heesung shrieked, why did he feel so scared. Heesung only backed away more, he looked into the eagle- eyes of the guitarist his eyes piercing through Heesung, he could read his expression clearly, he expressed

Resentment, shame and anger. 

the one and only,

Park Jongseong 

   Tears flowing out from his eyes Heesung did the inevitable and ran, it felt like he was having a nightmare, one he wanted to escaped. He ran, like the day he ran from school, all of those memories were scrambling into his mind, he wanted peace why was it so hard to achieve?

Heesung looked over the body to see the man who was in his house. He turned around in panic and shook his body. "Hey, wake up!" He called out, but there was no answer. Heesung tried to check his pulse and found that he was alive.

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 Sunghoon woke up suddenly, drenched in sweat and feeling dizzy as if the room was spinning. He struggled to breathe and started to panic. "Hey, hey, it's fine," a woman's voice called out to him. She guided him to lie down and instructed him to take deep breaths in and out to calm himself. 

   Sunghoon woke up once again this time his vision was clear he realized he was in a Hospital what happened to him. Not only that a silver-haired boy was sleeping beside him Heesung, his head was resting on one of his arms, and he looked like he was pouting. 

    Sunghoon smiled he looked adorable. Until he realized that Heesung had started to wake up, he looked away "Umm I'm sorry, this is awkward your Sunghoon?" Heesung asked as he stretched his body out. Sunghoon looked at him to see how muscular he was. Sunghoon nodded, "Why am I here?" Sunghoon asked, Heesung sighed.

Heesung carefully recounted the events leading up to my discovery on the beach. According to him, I was lying unconscious on the sand, whimpering and shaking uncontrollably while calling out a name. Concerned for my well-being, he immediately sprang into action and brought me to a safe place. It was clear from his tone that he was still quite shaken by the experience. 

   Sunghoon smiled "Thank you," Heesung nodded, "I'll get going, my sister is probably going to kill me." Sunghoon lightly chuckled, it was all he dreamt of, he felt like he needed Heesung with him, but why didn't he say anything?  until he felt his chest ache he kept an arm around his chest why did he have such a difficulty breathing? Heesung looked at him worried. 

"I'll go call the doctors try to take deep breaths, okay baby?"

Sunghoon's heart fluttered by the pet name.