THE SUMMER I FOUND OUT I WAS GAY | Heehoon

AND THE DARKNESS INSIDE YOU

Sunghoon held Heesung firmly, his arms wrapped around his tiny body rocking him back and forth.

He didn't understand why the boy was crying, but he didn't question it.

"I'm so sorry" Heeusng said breaking out of Sunghoon's embrace, "I'm pathetic."

Sunghoon's eyes were red and his cheeks were stained from all the crying he had done. He looked at Heesung, his silver locks a mess, and said, "No, you're not. Heesung, if you were, then would you have left me in the sand all alone?" But Heesung didn't respond. He sat there, lost in thought, gazing at the stars and sea. Sunghoon smiled, feeling completely enamoured by Heesung despite the pain he was feeling.

Heesung glanced back at Sunghoon, a smile on his face "Hoonie?"

Hoonie?

Sunmin, Sunghoon stared into Heesung's eyes- Sunmin's eyes.

As Sunmin worked on her painting, she called out to Sunghoon, beckoning him to come and see it. She was dressed in a beautiful pink dress, but her hands had marks of paint on them, a testament to the passion she had for her art. Sunghoon walked over to her and slid his hands around her slim waist, asking if she had eaten. Sunmin responded with a nod and a cute smile.

As Sunghoon looked at the painting, he realized that it was a depiction of the house they would live in. He chuckled and placed his head in the crook of Sunmin's neck. She held him close and whispered, "Promise me we will live together in the woods, away from everything and everyone."

Without hesitation, Sunghoon replied, "I promise." The two of them stood there, lost in each other's embrace, as they envisioned a life of peace and solitude amid nature.
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"Sunmin?" Sunghoon knocked on the door thrice, "Leave me alone" Sunmin said from the other side of the door. Sunghoon sighed, "Please let me see you one last time."

Sunghoon heard it unlock. And heard Something fall.

The door creaked open, Sunghoon entered the room to Sunmin lying on the floor a rope tied onto the ceiling fan.

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"Sunghoon you okay?" Heesung called out, Heesung was currently on top of Sunghoon splashing sea water on his face. "Y-yeah I'm fine," Sunghoon said, still dizzy. "You gotta stop doing that!"

"Doing what?"
"Fainting!"
"I'm sorry"
"Aren't you a figure skater or something"
"Yeah, I'm sorry!"
"I'm sorry too!"

Heesung spoke, falling onto his chest and receiving a groan from Sunghoon. He started to sob again, unable to control his emotions. He was a sensitive person, particularly around Sunghoon, and always felt comfortable sharing anything with him. It was as if Sunghoon understood him better than anyone else.

Sunghoon drew circles on Heesung's back trying to calm the lad down, as his tears came to an end Heesung rose from his chest, only to be met with his pink lips.

Heesung looks away his face turning into a pink hue, he was so embarrassed. Sunghoon chuckled at how cute he was, "Hey hoon you're a nice friend"

Friend.

Sunghoon liked it. The word friend, but he wanted something else he wanted something more than friendship.

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Sunghoon groaned as he lazily walked downstairs, he was tired from last night. No, he wasn't, he wished that night lasted forever, the things he learned from Heesung was amazing.

1) Heesung was older.
2) Heesung was in a band, but he left.
3) Heesung had an amazing voice.
4) Heesung loved ramyeon
5) Heesung's parents were divorced.
6) Heesung was on the school football team.

When he said all those things he looked so damn pretty.

"Sunghoon!" His sister Minji called out, as she entered the kitchen where Sunghoon was munching on cereal, "Sunghoon get ready, we're going to eat lunch at our neighbour's house"

Neighbours?

Neighbours

Sunghoon, neighbours

It finally dawned on him. He could get to see Heesung!

Sunghoon dropped his spoon on the bowl before speeding into his room. On the search for a perfect outfit.

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SO HOW WAS IT? I'M TRYING A NEW WRITING STYLE

Sorry it's short
See you guys in a month