Chapter 7

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The next day me and my mother went to shopping, I do not remember what had gotten in me that I decided to install insta not thinking about anything, but to my surprise there were messages from Basir "why would he message me?" I thought, that time me and my mother was in cloth showroom, she was deciding what to choose from the exaggerated dresses in front of her, I opened the chat and all he was saying was

Basir: Aarvi how can you do that to him, he never meant any harm to you.

Aarvi this and that, back and forth all he was saying was "how can i" and Basir hit me up with another text

Basir: he is so shy, introvert and honest
           He really is suitable for you
           He is innocent.

Yes, I agree to the things Basir mentioned about but in what sense he said that Ahil is suitable for? like as a partner? as a friend? Or as a......husband?.
Ahil....yes he is nice but i can't transpass
Beyond my principal that i alone have set for my self, so that I can be a better muslimah.
What Basir said after this made my blood boiled up in anger, that made me want to kill him.
The convo went like this.

Basir:Aarvi if you don't like him, then...
          Date me instead, I will treat you          better,
          Give me chance.
 

You are crazy.:Me

Basir: The think is....
          I knew that you also liked me with
          the same deepness as I did but i
          Was already in relationship with
          Uzba, so you gave up, I know but
          I love you so much
          The reason why I asked you to
          Date Ahil was purely because i
          Wanted you to move on from me
          And he is also, now that you guys
          Aren't up for it, I want you back
          Come to me, leave him.

  You are delusional, there was: Me
nothing like that, I like Ahil.     

I said it without thinking, and blocked him, I tried my best to handle the situation as calmly as I could, even tho what he said didn't effect me but keeping calm when someone blame for things i didn't do makes me mad, because I have accused by my mother for doing hidies things that i didn't knew existed.

The day passed,

At night we were at home, we were done with shopping and now only accessories and packing were left, i came back to my room after helping my mother, I was grateful that things between me and my parents were going smoothly, because everytime we go anywhere she would either curse me or say something that would literally kill my will to live.

Nevertheless since it didn't happen this time,I'm glad.

Laying on my bed, I could see the convo from before in my mind.
I checked my messages and there was a request, I was tired so i didn't thought much of it and went to sleep.
I woke up early than usual, prayed fajr,  packed my bags, ate breakfast, dones the chores, made myself a perfect tea, sat on my balcony chair and watching the sunrise, ahhhh a perfect morning, I decided to go through my messages again and it went like.

Umr: Aarvi, it might be weird but listen,
         I am Ahil's friend, umr we need to
         Talk.

"MAN" *sigh* leave me out of it, what have I gotten myself into, umr yes I have seen his pictures with Ahil, but why does he want to talk to me.

For the sake of our lord, leave me.
Thi i didn't wanted to talk to him but I did, out of guilt for Ahil.

What do you want to talk about?:Me

I asked him, it was 5:00 am In the morning and I was NOT expecting a reply, but there it was, an annoying one.

Umr: Do you like Ahil?

Are you okay?:Me


Umr: whatever, you and Ahil,
        Deal it on your own.
        As his friend I am concerned
        For him and fir his health.


His health?is he not ok?:Me

Umr:well certainly not!

Fro the first time in my life I was worried about something other than my marks.

What happened?:Me

Umr:well...
        Do you know that he loves
        You?

A question that terrifies me."does he?" I don't want to know because if he ever confess then i might loose my only male friend.

First time hearing it,:Me
i don't wish to know that.     

Umr: okay, can you tell me
         Why you cut off ties with
         Him?

Personal reasons :Me


Umr:Do you know what
        Happened to him after
        That?

I have asked you before  :Me
And I am asking again, tell me.      

Umr: After you blocked him he
        Stopped talking like before,
        He....seems depressed.
        He always talks about you
        All the time but now whenever
        I ask him about you he avoids it.
       His mental health worries me.

Oh i see:Me

Ahil, he is my close friend but not even once I have ever thought of him like that,
I think I am responsible for him condition, i decided to get in touch with him again.

Umr:"oh, i see" that's all you
         Gotta say?

I have unblock him.:Me

Umr: Thanks, I'll inform him
         Asap, btw best of luck.

"A trap disguise in pleasure, sure is hard to avoid"

--then started my nightmare tho my life was already hell--

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