~ 3rd Person POV ~
" You can't cook and I'm not going to lie to you and say that you can" Jungkook chuckled as he placed the cookies on the tray and placed them in the oven. Taehyung playful hit him on the shoulder before walking into his living room, flopping himself down on the couch
" Aww, would you rather me lie to you? I'm just being honest" Jungkook said as he lay down on the couch, laying his head down on Taehyung's lap. The freckled face boy immediately started to play with his hands
" Oh? Do I get the silent treatment?" Jungkook asked while pouting and Taehyung smiled down at him, booping his nose, making Jungkook blush
" boop," Taehyung said as he poked his checks, and Jungkook couldn't help but look up at him, he was so beautiful. He looked at him, it was just something about him
" Are you going to look at me or do you want something else?" Taehyung asked, making Jungkook get up from the couch and looked over at Taehyung with a smirk on his face. Taehyung would be lying if he said he wasn't attracted to him. Jungkook was beautiful
" Are you insinuating something else in mind?" Jungkook asked as he laid back and Taehyung got up and straddled his waist. Jungkook placed his hands on his hips, rubbing them up and down. They both looked at each other and Taehyung leaned in to kiss him
" That was quick " Jungkook mumbled against his lips and Taehyung wrapped his hands around his neck, pulling him close. Jungkook looked at him with a smile, leaning over, and started to kiss the side of his neck
" you started to Kook," Taehyung said as he licked the bottom of his lip and Jungkook moaned into his mouth. Jungkook wrapped his arms around his waist, rubbing his hands up and down his neck. Taehyung got closer to him and started to rub himself against Jungkook
Jungkook threw his head back as he felt himself getting hard at the simplest action by the so-called innocent boy
" Do you have a condom?" Taehyung whispered into his ear, kissing his neck. Jungkook opened his eyes, thinking deeply before he took a deep breath and sighed
" Wait Tae," Jungkook mumbled as he pulled himself away from Taehyung. He didn't want to do this, not because he didn't like Taehyung, it was because Jungkook didn't want to take his virginity, he didn't deserve it
"what's a wrong kook?" Taehyung asked as he stood up and Jungkook bit his bottom lip, he didn't want to hurt him. Jungkook just want Taehyung to feel different, he knew how Taehyung was. He knew that the younger male would feel insecure because he has slept with a handful of people. The younger male deserved someone better
" We can't do this...I'm sorry but...I don't think I can have sex with you. I know we've kissed but...I can't " Jungkook said as he walked up to him and tucked his hands behind his ear, not liking the boy sad or hurt
" Why are you doing this?" Taehyung mumbled with a sad look on his face and Jungkook felt a pain in the back of his throat. He hated when Taehyung was sad like this but, he helped him with everything so that he could give his virginity to someone who deserve it and...
Jungkook didn't deserve it
" I'm sorry Tae but-"
" No, you aren't sorry. We just made up and now you are leaving me again...do you not want me?" Taehyung asked quietly and Jungkook shook his head no. Jungkook...Jungkook liked Taehyung so much. He didn't think he'd ever realize what he felt for his best friend
" Taehyung, baby listen to me...please " Jungkook mumbled as he sighed deeply. Felt a pain in his chest as he didn't want to hurt Taehyung but he deserve to lose his virginity to a person who he trusted more than anything
" no no please, please don't leave me- I'm sorry, I won't do it again," Taehyung said as he grabbed Jungkook's hand and pulled on it. Not wanting him to leave but Jungkook didn't want Taehyung to lose his virginity to someone like him
" Taehyung baby, I like you but...you don't need to lose your virginity to someone like me...hell, if you wanted to lose your virginity to someone like me then I'd tell you not to, you don't need to lose it to someone like me-"
" So you'd leave me if you have sex with me? You'd leave me just like you do everyone else? "
" Taehyung no, I told you, I like you but...Chan was correct, he and I aren't that different. I don't want to hurt you, I have baggage and I'm sure you don't want to date someone who has fucked around, you deserve so much better than that " Jungkook said genuinely, he just wanted Taehyung to know that he was special
" You're special Taehyung. I've told you that many times and it's time that you start believing it. You deserve someone who will care for and love you. Hell, when I wished that I could have kept my virginity to someone special. When you have that moment, you deserve to be cherished and loved-"
" You don't love me?"
" Taehyung... you're not getting it. I don't deserve that from you, I can't take that from you...I just can't " Jungkook said while placing his hand on his cheek, trying to make him understand. He just wanted him to understand
" just like when Chan was talking to you about people like me... I was pissed because I knew what he was saying about me was true. I'm a player...I fuck around with people and I don't care for it because I don't care about them. They don't care about me either. They want sex from me just as much as I want sex from them...baby you need to lose your virginity to someone who cares for you-"
" You don't care about me?" Taehyung asked with a frown on his face and Jungkook covered his face in frustration because all he wanted was for Taehyung to see how special he was. He liked Taehyung a lot but, he just wanted what was best for Taehyung...he just wanted him to feel special and he didn't think he was good for him
" you know that I care about you Taehyung. I've always cared about you and I'll always want to protect you-"
" protect me from what? What do you need to protect me from Jungkook? You're saying all of this but you aren't giving me a decent answer " The younger male asked in frustration. He didn't understand why Jungkook didn't want him. He thought that he liked him a little
" From myself Tae, you're a virgin, you just don't get it, " Jungkook asked as he put his shoes on and grabbed his coat. Taehyung wasn't understanding that sex with something serious and that he should only have it with someone he deserved his innocents
Jungkook wasn't that person for him. Jungkook knew about himself, Taehyung didn't deserve to get his virginity taken by someone who doesn't was like Jungkook
" I'm sorry...I-I just want what's best for you...please know that" Jungkook mumbled into his hair, kissing his forehead as he grabbed his backpack Taehyung couldn't look at him, he sat down on the couch and covered his face
He knew the door shut and he whimpered in sadness
" I'm so fucking stupid " Taehyung mumbled, wiping the tears that he didn't even know were running down his face. He made a move on Jungkook and he completely shut him now. Taehyung didn't know what was wrong with him but, he wished that he didn't make that move
" I hope I don't lose him," He asked himself, knowing that he probably fucked up their friendship
what Taehyung believed wasn't correct. Jungkook didn't reject him, he just didn't want Taehyung to lose his virginity to someone who didn't deserve it
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ꜱᴜʙꜱᴛɪᴛᴜᴛᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜᴇʀ || ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴏᴏᴋ
Fanfiction-in which the striking school's resident playboy teaches an unattractive social outcast everything there is to know about being a bottom
