Chapter 30

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~ 3rd Person POV ~

What were they

Where they dating?

Are they boy friends and boyfriend?

That was the one thing Taehyung wonder the whole night

Taehyung and Jungkook's bodies were with each other's. Giving each other warmth and comfort as a Netflix movie was playing in the background while they stayed there in silence, just enjoying each other's company

Taehyung honestly forgot what they were watching. Maybe some old rom-com or shitty comedy

" Um...Jungkook?" Taehyung asked as he looked down at Jungkook who was in between his legs while being on top of him. He hummed in response while continuing to look at the movie, maybe too invested into after all

"....we are something right?" Taehyung asked, a little confused by what just came out of his own mouth

" What do you mean love?" Jungkook asked him, sitting up to face him correctly. Taehyung sighed a little, looking down at his hand in nervousness before signing

" What are we...I-I don't want us to be fuckbuddies...I don't want to be played with or used- I don't-"

" Don't you ever say that again, do you hear me?" Jungkook said harshly and seriously, almost snapped at him. Taehyung looked down and nodded his head, regretting even asking Jungkook that question in the first place,

" Sorry" Taehyung mumbled quietly

" I'm sorry...I didn't mean to yell at you. Please don't think I'm playing with you or your emotions. You mean too much to me " Jungkook said as he caressed his hand

Jungkook would never play with him like that

" I know...I'm sorry...I just want to know where we stand with each other...I've been thinking about it for a while and I just wanted to ask you instead of putting the question off" Taehyung asked as he looked at him

Jungkook bit his bottom lip, looking up at the ceiling

" Taehyung...I think I like you but-"

" What? But what?" Taehyung said as he started to panic, his breathe started hitch and Jungkook placed his fingers on his lips, caressing it slowly as Taehyung calmed down

"Listen...I like you...I like you a lot but, I don't think it's good for you to get involved with me...I know after what I said and everything but, I just don't know if it good for you " Jungkook mumbled and Taehyung looked at him sadly

He felt a pain in the back of his throat

" What...but what if I want to...what if I-"

" Baby, listen to me...I have a lot of things on my plate and I have a ton of baggage on me. I'm not the typical person. I won't sit here and tell you that I'm not like other guys or some other bullshit. I seriously have a ton of my plate, more than what some people can handle baby. You gotta understand, I just don't want to hurt you " Jungkook said as he grabbed his hand, caressing it

Jungkook would never want to hear Taehyung. He never wants to hurt the younger male. He knows what his past is like...no person who would want a true and lasting relationship would ever get into a relationship with a person like Jungkook...never in a million years

" But I like you...I like you Kookie. Do you not what to be with me? I understand if you don't" Taehyung mumbled sadly, knowing what Jungkook meant when he said all of this. Jungkook shook his head no and moved position

" No baby, I like you so much...you don't understand how much I'm falling for you...I-I've never fallen this hard for a person...but..." Jungkook trailed off and he covered his face with his hands as Taehyung frowned immediately

" But what. If you like me this much... why don't you want to be with me?" Taehyung asked genuinely. He understood what Jungkook meant but, he just wanted to be with him. Jungkook grabbed his hand, caressing it slowly

" I know. I know and I know I sound very hypocritical but I know my past and my reputation isn't...it just isn't the thing you can expect from me. Since we've been friends for such a long time.." Jungkook said as he played with his fingers

" I know my past is hard for you and I know that it's hard for you to accept it but...I like you...I honestly think I love you and it's so fucking scary " Jungkook mumbled while looking away. Taehyung sniffed, not wanting to cry

" W-why is it scary?"

" I've never felt this way about anyone before. I've been in different situations with different people...a lot of different people and, no one has even made me feel like I'm a person instead of an object " Jungkook said and Taehyung crawled over to him and hugged him tightly

" I see you how I always saw you. I've seen you as this strong person. I won't lie and say your sexual past doesn't make me...a little sad...it kind of does but-"

" That's just it baby...I don't want my past making you feel different. I don't want you to feel any less special than what you are..." Jungkook said as he placed his hand on his cheek

" The people in my past can't make me feel how you make me feel. All they cared about was sex...lust...fucking and that's not what I want, that's not what I want from you...I'd never want that from you" Jungkook said and a Taehyung knew that Jungkook was speaking from his heart

Jungkook knew what he wanted from other people and those other people knew what they wanted from him

" I love you and I want to be with you," Jungkook said while looking at him. He liked him so much, he loved him so much and he'd want nothing more than to date him

"I did what I did with that person and then I left. I didn't want to get attached but...I started falling for you little by little. It made me realize that...you're the only person that never really judged me " Jungkook said then he looked at Taehyung with a serious expression

" Do you trust me?" Jungkook said as he pulled Taehyung on top of him. Taehyung placed his hands on his chest and nodded his head, trusting him completely

" Words"

" Yes, I trust you Jungkook" Taehyung mumbled as he felt secure in Jungkook's arms. Nothing else made him feel safer than just being alone with Jungkook

" I want you apart of my life more than just my best friend but...I need you to tell me that you can handle my past in order to be with me...I'll give you as much reassurance as you need but...I need you to trust me that I only want you. I'll block anyone that you need me too" Jungkook said, Taehyung swallows before nodding his head

" I-I trust you...I'll struggle a little bit but...as long as you don't hurt me..I'll trust you " Taehyung mumbled

" Do you like me?"

" Yes, I like you so much Jungkook. I've liked you for a hot minute so yes...I like you very much" Taehyung said confidently, allowing Jungkook's hands to ran up and down his back softly and gently. Making him smile

" ....Do you love me?"

" Y-yes...I love you Jungkook ...I love you so much and I hope your feelings towards me are just as strong as mine towards yours" Taehyung mumbled as he ran his thumb over Jungkook's lips, hoping he loves him back

" Taehyung...will you been my boyfriend," Jungkook asked with a smile on his face and Taehyung squeaked and nodded his head, his heart almost exploding

" Yes yes yes!" Taehyung said hugged him and Jungkook held him on to him. They both pulled away and Taehyung looked at him with tears in his eyes

" I love you Kook," Taehyung said as he placed a kiss on Jungkook's soft lips

" I love you too baby"

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