𝑨𝒅𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖

25.

— Mattia's pov —

"we can't take her home like that." mariano said, "they'll get the wrong idea" he looked at me.

"i got a woman who will help clean her up on our flight back." i said looking at sienna sleeping yet shaking.

"if you told me you'd run away with her right now i'd completely agree to help you, she doesn't deserve to be in this dangerous world." he said

"i want to but a part of me just wanted to take her back home to david, he deserves to know his daughter is alive after all." i said moving the hair off her face

"your uncle is cruel." he said looking out the window while dragging his hand down his face.

"i know" i said and the rest of the ride was silent.

we had trouble getting her in the plane because of the noise and all the people around her.

"oh dio" "oh god" the woman on the plane said full of shock when seeing sienna

"per favore, vogliamo solo aiutarla a tornare a casa sana e salva." "please, we just want to help her get home safely" i looked at her and the nodded.

"woman looked scared she probably thinks we did that." mariano said sitting down and opening a bottle.

"probably but we can't change the way she sees and thinks about us, i mean look at us." i said, "you're right" he nodded

"okay but let's talk about the plan now"

— Spencer's pov —

i got off the plane and hoped into my car.

"how was the flight?" eric asked from the back seat with a smile on his face, "i don't want to talk about it" i said blankly as i pulled off.

"is it the flight you don't want to talk about or something else?" he asked

"you're my brother how coul-"

"nope... i was your brother until you made that stupid decision" he cut me off, "i didn't know" i said quietly remembering it is because of that stupid reason i am back here.

"when has alyssa ever been loyal to you spencer? she's never been... how could you not think?" shook his head in disappointment

"eric it was in the moment... and if it bothered you so much why did you help me leave?" i looked at him through the mirror but he just looked out the window.

a few seconds went by and there was still no answer from him.

"you deserve this." he said and my heart sank. after everything we've been through, every time we had each others back, every time we would stop our missions to go help the other, every time we had each other to talk about anything. i was not expecting to hear that from him.

"what made you change so much...you aren't to same" i said

"being stuck with sienna made me realize so much" he said then we arrived

"i'll meet you inside" he said and got out.

what was i going to say? what was i going to do? i can't run away again.

i started to shake, this was so overwhelming. if only i could've made the right decision and chose her. i felt my eyes water. her. she is who i need at this moment. her mesmerizing eyes, her beautiful smile, and her calming voice.

i started to cry and laid my head on the steering wheel. how could i have been so stupid.

"i'm sorry" i whispered and lifted my head up tall wiping my tears away before controlling my body and getting ready to go inside that house.