𝑨𝒅𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖

𝟗.

- 𝙎𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙣𝙖'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫 -

no fucking way.

"you're lying" i said "i'm not. believe it or not i'm not lying" he said walking over to the fridge.

i watched him confused. his family killed spencer's mom, "his family-"

"i know" he looked at me.

"why didn't you-"

"they don't know she was my mom. they only know she had two kids, plus its just part of the plan." he said then walked away.

"you're going to get revenge?" i followed behind him "when you are part of the mafia. the number one thing you don't want to do is kill the person that means the most to your enemy. why? because they'll come back at you causing more pain than what they caused you" he said

"yet they still do it" i said "it's the easiest way to get what you want....if your successful you get what you wanted and if your aren't then you lose you're most loved thing." he sat on the couch.

"what if you don't know when they'll get to that person you love?" i sat down on the other side of the couch.

"then you send someone to risk themselves to save them. usually the best person you have that goes protect them at all costs" he looked me in the eyes giving me a feeling he was hinting something.

"i don't understand" i looked at him "you don't have too" he said standing up.

"spencer who sent you for me?" i asked watching him leave "spencer" i stood up trying to catch up to him

"answer me" i pulled on him arm being our bodies close.

he looked me in the eyes for what seemed to last forever. his light brown eyes distracting me. he opened his mouth just a little as if he were going to say something but nothing came out.

"spencer please" i said seeing how it killed him to tell me. it was clear he wanted to tell me, he looked anxious. the words were there all he needed was the courage.

"i can't" he whispered pressing his forehead against mine.

- 𝙎𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙧'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫 -

i expected her to say something else. instead she let go of my arm and moved back then turned and walked away to her room.

mattia was right.

she doesn't deserve what she's going through right now. neither does she deserve what she has coming.

i watched until she closed the door to her room then yells followed. she's really good at hiding her feelings.

i walked into my room and called eric.

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e: eric s: spent
e: what's up spents
s: i can't do this man
e: listen they both trust you in this.
s: mattia showed up.
e: oh shit
s: what if i can't protect her like i promised.
e: elena wouldn't do anything to you.
s: you don't know that.
e: you're like her son spents. all of us were saved by her, she's raised us. what makes you think she's do something especially when it's you we're talking about.
s: you're right but still.
e: i'm tired bro talk to you tomorrow.
s:night man
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