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25th Of March 2023 - 44 days until the incident

Today was the day. Julijana had wrote her own song and today was the day that she would be able to film the music video for it. The song was called "Faded"

She was very excited to make this video. Her dream was to pursue a career as a singer and it was getting more and more likely. She hoped people would like the song and she hoped that they understood the meaning too.

The song was about her losing herself and trying to rediscover herself. She has voices inside of her that constantly only make her see herself negatively and make her feel negative.

It talks about how she used to be in a dark place, she felt like she had no friends and no family to rely on but recently in life that was starting to change.

Overall, she wanted this song to show that even if bad times are happening, it does get better. Julijana was really proud of the song too, it took her about 6 months to write and compose.

Here was the song:

[Verse 1]
You were the shadow to my light
Did you feel us?
Another star, you fade away
Afraid our aim is out of sight
Wanna see us alight

[Pre-Chorus]
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Was it all in my fantasy?
Where are you now?
Were you only imaginary?

[Chorus]
Where are you now?
Atlantis, under the sea, under the sea
Where are you now? Another dream
The monster's running wild inside of me
I'm faded, I'm faded
So lost, I'm faded, I'm faded
So lost, I'm faded

[Verse 2]
These shallow waters never met what I needed
I'm letting go, a deeper dive
Eternal silence of the sea
I'm breathing, alive

[Pre-Chorus]
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Under the bright but faded lights
You set my heart on fire
Where are you now?
Where are you now?

[Chorus]
Where are you now?
Atlantis, under the sea, under the sea
Where are you now? Another dream
The monster's running wild inside of me
I'm faded, I'm faded
So lost, I'm faded, I'm faded
So lost, I'm faded

(The actual song is by Alan Walker but for the purpose of this book, she made it)

She filmed the video around places in Belgrade that she loved, such as the park, the cafe, the bridge, the water fountain.

Once she had finished filming they were going to get to work with editing it. They said that they could get it edited in 1-2 weeks and then she could be the first one to view it.

She couldn't wait for that day, she was very excited and she hoped her family and friends would like the video.

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