SISTER

7

The problem was, bezalel had awoken on the cold hard ground.

It still felt the same as it did last night, except the tent she had seems wasn't there. Her eyes fluttered before she sat up to comprehend what she was seeing.

Bezalel realised, it was all a hallucination..

Her face showed anger and frustration. Bezalel hated this, she hated seeing things that were not there and she wanted to do something about it.

The voices that had come once again suddenly bursted in her brain. Making her ear hurt, in pain she latched her hands on either sides of her head in an attempt to block out the voices, but it was no use.

"Kill her!"

"Do it bezalel! Now!"

"Fucking do it!"

As the voices got more louder her body started to ache. The sound of ringing almost overpowered the voices.

She was scared, she didn't want to have to hurt herself to be normal again. She didn't want to die. She also didn't want to live like this.

Coming to the conclusion that there was no other choice and she grabbed a rock, the closest one to her and did what she knew she had to do.

The hit hurt the pain was unbearable, and not even the voices could overcome her eyes feeling heavy and her brain feeling numb.

Even though she didn't want this she didn't at all.

She did it for her family, and more Importantly for herself.

She saw through the darkness an almost TV showcasing two little girls.

One blonde

One brunette

Playing in the snow. She teared up at the realisation it was Blair and herself. You could hear their mother talking to them in the background. It was faint, but it put a wide smile on bezalels face.

"Come on Blair you can do this!"

"Go bezzy!"

Bezalel loved that nickname. She watched her younger self go up and down a small pink and yellow slide. It was a happy memory she finally remembered.

With a blink another what seem of a 'show' started to play. But this time Blair was filming and bezalel and Laura were playing, in the pool. She recognised it immediately. It was their childhood house the one they grew up in.

It was obvious Blair was the one filming. The camera was sideways but she could make out almost exactly what she was doing. Catch with her mother. When a ball hit her face.

She found it funny now but poor little bezalel was crying. It made her now laugh.

Watching the memories go on and on made her realise how happy she was before all this.

Too happy for her to leave. She didn't wish to die anymore. Her mind must be trying to make her realise how much her family loved her.

It was the best day of her existence to watch this, all her old memories. She never wanted to leave this. She knew though, if she was to stay much longer. It certainly wasn't going to be in front of a TV.

She panicked trying to wake herself up from this before it was too late she tried everything. Smacking hitting and screaming. Nothing worked. She heard her mother say 'calm down bezalel everything's going to be okay' was she talking to now her? Or was it just a coincidence?

Although she listen. Sitting herself down on the hard cold floor. Her giggles from the sound of the 'show' made her relax and calm down. She felt herself almost flying. Levitating from the ground.

The sound of her mother and sisters voice slowly got quieter and quieter until she couldn't hear them at all.

With a gasp she opened her eyes and sat up. She was back in the real world.