Jealousy.

Part 2: "Hiding."

Sitting in that elevator was one of the longest 2 minutes of his life. All he could think about was what he was going to say, mainly because he didn't think about it before. When he heard the chime and the doors open his head popped up quick. Staring down that long hallway, he had a weird sense of unease. He didn't know if it was nervousness... it was totally nerves. He couldn't show that though, he laughed at the idea that he's this worried about what he's going to say. He's never been this hung up on a conversation, hell- he's never been so nervous about anything involving Izuku. The more he thought about it the more he felt stupid, all this was going to be was a simple check in.

    He stepped out of the elevator with a sense of confidence that he gaslit himself into having. Walking over to the door carefree on the outside, when in reality his mind was racing. He was more worried about looking stupid, he didn't want to say the wrong thing. He was focusing on what he wanted to say. He wanted to get his question answered, while also staying composed. Showing that he meant what he said when they found him, that he's going to change and become a good friend that Izuku can count on... at least that's what he's aiming for.

He  knocked on the door, that sense of confidence was slowly starting to fade. He was thinking about what he was going to say, how he was going to say it. Then he heard shuffling behind the door. He quickly looked up waiting, when it opened Izuku looked up, eyes widening when he saw it was Katsuki.

"Kacchan?"

"Mhm."

"What are you doing here?" Izuku asked.
Katsuki was one of the last people the thought would end up at his door.

"What's up with you." katsuki said, not asking but demanding.

He leaned up against the door frame, crossing his arms.

"What?"

He didn't reply, he just sat and starred. It made Izuku feel small, like he was in middle school again.
Izuku sighed,

"What do you mean kacchan? There's nothing wrong."

Izuku didn't know what was going on, but he was slowly growing annoyed at the silence.

"Kacchan, nothings wrong."

"Bull fucking shit." Katsuki finally responded.

"I'm telling you, there really isn't anything wrong."

"Izuku."
His name. He's still wasn't used to it coming out of Kacchan. It gave him chills, he didn't know why. He felt his face becoming warm

"Kacchan I don't know what you want from me." Izuku said back, looking back to hide his face.

When he turned back Katsuki moved, now leaning by grabbing the top of the door frame with his right arm.

"I want a real fucking answer." Katsuki said, relaxing slightly.

You could tell both of their patience with each other was running thin. Anybody who came upstairs could cut the tension between the two with their fingernails.

"A real answer to what?"

"You know damn well what." Kacchan said, weirdly calm.

If they had been having this talk earlier in their relationship kacchan would have blown up by now, yelling and blowing small explosions everywhere. But now, he was just sitting there, starring into Izuku's soul.

Izuku's face was slowly turning more red, starring into katsuki's eyes like that wasn't helping his situation. Him coming up to his dorm was mistake number one.

"Kacchan, I'm serious." Izuku said, turning away.

It felt like he was going to cry, but why? What was making him feel these things?

"Please just leave." He added, sounding defeated.

"I'm not leaving until i get an answer Izuku." Katsuki replied, now getting angrier.

He took his arm off the doorway and let them fall to his sides.

"why can't you just fucking tell me? You should be surprised that I even came up here to check on your ass." Katsuki said, mainly out of anger.

This didn't help Izuku's out of control emotions, but he looked back stone faced.

"Kacchan, I have work to do." Izuku said, starting to close the door.

"You can't just fucking hide in your room the rest of the year." Katsuki said, yelling now.

Downstairs you could hear the commotion, Mina's face dropped and so did Uraraka's. The both started to make their way to the stairs, the elevator would have taken too long. When they made their way to the floor they saw Katsuki yelling at Izuku. They were both clearly pissed, Izuku more tired than anything.

Uraraka made her way to Izuku and Mina did the same to Bakugou.

"Hiding behind your fucking door doesn't do anything? How the fuck are you going to be a hero when all you do is run."

"The fuck you mean run?" Izuku yelled back.

He didn't like to cuss often, but since he's gotten back his temper has been worse. It's like all the temper Katsuki lost was put onto Izuku.

"Deku calm down." Uraraka said, trying to stop the fighting.

"You've been running from me all week, you just did it downstairs. I already apologized to you do you want me to fucking beg for your forgiveness? I'm not fucking doing that." Katsuki said.

He had a point, Izuku has been running from everyone since he's gotten back. Like a feral cat was put indoors he was skittish, and constantly on edge. That isn't really his fault thought, being out there alone for almost 3 weeks was a lot on his mental and physical health. that was the part that he could have controlled, taking the help that he was offered would have taken some of that burden off of his shoulders.

"I'm trying just as hard as you are to be a pro jackass! I was out there alone fighting the villains."

"And whose fault is it that you were alone."

There was a pause, the sudden silence made Mina uneasy. Izuku's body relaxed, realizing that he had a point, he put himself in that situations and now he was taking it out on the people who care about him. He just turned around and went back into his dorm, closing the door without turning around.

"Tch. Hiding." Katsuki said.

He quickly turned and started walking over to his dorm room. Mina and Uraraka didn't know what to do, other then just stare at each other. They both knew that the tension between the two was tight, but not that tight.

In Izuku's dorm room he just sat on his bed, staring over at his desk full of the homework he has to make up soon. He closed his eyes and fell back onto his bed. Looking up at the ceiling thinking of what just happened, how he blew up on the conversation, all the stuff that was said. He was frustrated. He just got back to school, dealing with these feelings he's been hiding for a while now, and now him and kacchan just fought.

He brought his hands up to his eyes, rubbing them as tears started to drip down his checks. He was so burnt out, he didn't know what to do. He didn't know what the right thing was or still is to do. All he knows is that the problem with his feels towards Kacchan were beginning to sit heavier on his chest.

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THATS THE END OF THE CHAPTERRRRRRR!!!

y'all like it? It was fun to write. I tried to make the fight as realistic as possible- never thought writing angst was that fun. 👍

The word count is 1295!

Next chapter will probably be more angst, maybe they'll smooth things out maybe not still haven't decided. 😚