𝑹𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒊𝑵𝒂𝒌𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒓𝒂.

༶⁠ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 𝟼 ༶⁠

When confronted with Ruhana she told me that it wasn't appropriate to tell anyone that he's her brother because many of them may misunderstand them and may accuse them for favouritism unnecessarily. I thought that's actually true. One should mix their personal and professional lives. What she did was right and after that we never actually had a conversation about him. I am avoiding him. Yeah, I literally am. Reason? I don't know. It's totally messed up and I don't want any more complications. From my side ofcourse cause there's no way he'll think the same about me.
But I know one thing that is to maintain a safe distance from him. My mind and heart grab the speed of a mono-rail Whenever I see him. And this is way too filmy. Like I wanted this to happen with me but I think how can it be possible in reality?

I am overthinking in an early morning and now I'm getting intuitions that my day's gonna go bad.

Getting ready to attend the lectures and to avoid Mr. Satan 0.2, am here in my classroom now. But I'm not feeling the excitement which I have everyday whenever I visit college. I'm not in the mood to do anything.

"What's up?" Rajveer asked shaking me and it irritated me.

"Veer leave me am not in the mood." I said and taking it as a hint of something he left me. I think so only I'm the one who's dumb here.

I attended whole 2 lectures but then I got a feeling a very bad feeling which I experience every month.

I rushed towards the washroom and was absolutely right. Periods!!! They make me feel like hell man! Luckily I had all the necessities in my bag and there were no stains.

Getting fresh, I was trying to walk towards. Yeah trying. Actually I don't like to have unnecessary attention because of this matter. How those protagonists take care of their females. I don't hate it but I also don't like it. You can consider me as a fool but I don't like to share my internal problems with anyone, like personal one. I can ofcourse ask help in academics and other works but not in my personal life. I even don't like my parents getting involved in the same.

It's really paining and I wish to go back to my dorm. I guess so my both friends could've guessed it from my behaviour because why I don't know each and every thing irritates me at such times. They think it's just because of my mood swings but it's also because of that fucking cramps.

Okay Naksh, divert your mind. You're okay. Nothing this happens everytime. Come on, resume your routine.

I was motivating myself to ignore the pain while passing through the corridor when a hand tightly grabbed me from behind and the pressure on my stomach made it worse.

"Ahh" I hissed in pain jerking the hand away and I knew very well who that person was. Turning around I looked into his eyes. I don't know why but tears formed in my eyes and I literally ran away from there. Collecting my stuff I walked away from the college towards my dorm not caring to attend the rest of the lectures. His tough and muscular hands really did a worst thing to me.