The singing devil

Renesmee's chapter

Renesmee's POV

When Ruben left I went to my room.

My mind started racing because I felt it.

She has a penis and she never told me.

I thought about all the possibilities that she was.

I eventually fell asleep.

I woke up later that usual.

But I felt off I kept picturing Ruben's hard on rubbing my leg.

I don't think she knew that I felt it .

I'm still confused why she won't kiss me yet.

I really just want her to but with my family around I can't do anything about it.

I shut and lock my door.

Last year my parents soundproofed my room because I would talk about Ruben all the time and I think they got annoyed.

I moved my hand down to my lower stomach.

I couldn't do it I'm supposed to be innocent.

But I can't get Ruben out of my mind.

I put my hand down my pants but I didn't touch anything.

I picture Ruben doing this instead of me and my nerves calmed down.

I pulled my pajama shorts down and I put them in my hamper.

I moved my hand up my shirt and I touched my chest.

I let out a quiet moan.

I put my hand in my panties and I started to rub my clit.

I let out a bigger moan this time.

I pictured Ruben rubbing herself on me.

I moaned louder.

I moved my hand faster my movements getting weaker as I continue.

I feel a weird sensation in my body and I let it take over.

I rubbed my clit faster my breathing getting heavier and faster.

I closed my eyes as I cummed.

I opened my eyes after I calmed down.

I feel so guilty but I feel so good.

I took off my soaked panties and I buried them in my hamper so my family couldn't smell it when I were to wash my clothes.

I took a shower to get rid of the scent on me.

I made sure to get rid of any smell by leaving the bathroom door cracked so my shampoo and body wash can go around my room.

I dried my hair and I picked out a dress and headed down the stairs to continue the rest of the day.