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✩ 𝙄𝙍𝙄𝙎, 𝘽𝙀𝙇𝙇𝘼, 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝘾𝘼𝙇𝙇𝙄𝙀 𝙂𝙐𝙀𝙑𝘼𝙍𝘼 ✩

Bella has been feeling down ever since the death of Madison. Killing her fucked with her head. She never knew how it was to kill someone you have a connection with. And now she knew. It wasn't fair that she had to die all because some obsessive lunatic wanted her. But some people don't think they just do it and not care that they're fucking up their lives. Bella has killed an innocent human being that had a virus in his system. That disappeared along with everyone in the town. But killing someone you actually go to know in the few days. Was a new type of pain. One she doesn't desire for anyone else ever.

Bella wished she could've saved her somehow. And maybe there was a cure somewhere buried in a book in antártica frozen in ice. But she couldn't have got to it in time. And Bella knows it's not her fault she did everything she could. But she still blamed herself like she did with everyone else's death. Like her dad's she thinks it's her fault. Because the demon made her think it was her fault. She always blames herself for the death of her father and her mother.

Iris always told her not to blame herself that it wasn't her fault. And maybe it wasn't. Who knows.

Currently Bella was pacing up and down the room she checked into with Sam. Dean having his own room. Since Sam and Dean decided that Bella and Sam needed to start getting their own room for the purpose that Sam and Bella are a couple and need their own privacy. "So, how are you and Callie?" Bella asked Iris. "She's been better, still having those nightmares." Iris told Bella as the older sister sighed "hey. . . Can I ask you something?" Bella asked her. "Yeah, what's up?" Iris said listening to what she had to say. "When did you know you liked girls?" She asked her. "Fifth grade, Jenny sanders." Iris told her. "Why?" She asked. Bella took a deep breath in and exhaled out. "I think I'm into girls." She told her.

"Mmm, how would you know?" Iris asked her as Bella stayed quiet for a moment not wanting to bring up Madison. "I kissed a girl." She told her and Iris stayed quiet. "And I really really like it." She said to her. "Okay, when did this happen?" She asked her sister. Bella sat down on the bed she was going to share with her boyfriend that night. "It happened in this case we were working on and I met this girl her name was Madison." She said closing her eyes not really wanting to talk about her. But she had too tell her. "She was beautiful, and so kind." Bella said with a small smile on her face. Bella was never going to forget her. "Okay, and what happened?" Bella laid back on the bed looking up at the ceiling.

"I killed her." She said. Iris stayed quiet and didn't say anything. "Wow, that took an unexpected turn." She chuckled nervously. She knows what her sister thinks about death. And her hearing that she killed someone else innocent made her question if she made that right decision to let her be around the Winchester brothers. Because every time Bella called her. It's like a piece of her soul has broken more off her heart the more she hunts with them. She didn't know what to think anymore. Should she ask her to get back to Bobby's? "But there was a reason why I did it." She said. "Turns out she was a werewolf." She said. "We had a connection and I killed her." Bella said her voice breaking as tears made their way out her eyes. "I did everything I can to help her and I failed." She said. But if anyone knew Bella better than anyone it would be Iris and probably also sam.

Iris knows her sister did try. Specially when she cares about someone. She's That kind of person that would sacrifice herself for those she loves, and it honestly scared Iris what she would do to keep Sam protected. "It's not your fault, I'm pretty sure you tried really hard." She said to her. Iris looked over at a sleeping Callie. Iris didn't want to hear her in pain anymore so she decided to change the subject. "So, I'm guessing you're into girls as well." Iris told her smiling. "Yeah, and it's weird because I've never thought about being with a girl until Madison." Bella said. "Have you told Sam?" Iris asked her as Callie woke up moving over to hug Iris getting comfortable beside her. "It's funny, he actually let me kiss her." She said making both of them laugh.