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02x22

Bella just sat on Sam's side just looking at his cold dead body. She couldn't cry and she definitely didn't feel anything. That part of her died the moment he died in her arms. She had dry tears on her face her eyes never leaving Sam's just for him to jump up and say he was kidding and that he was alive. But it wasn't the reality she hoped for. He was dead and she died right beside him. Her heart was blank, she felt emotionless, she didn't feel anything and nothing was running through her mind anymore she felt empty. Bella never really knew what it was to feel dead inside until she lost the love of her life. She never knew the meaning of loosing someone you love so much until she lost him. She felt herself die at that moment. She was never going to be the same.

Bella couldn't take her eyes off of Sam. He looked so cold, his lips so blue. And she tried to convince herself and he was still alive, that he was sleeping but she knew better than to think he was alive after what had happened. Her world was destroyed in the matter of seconds. Her world fell apart in the matter of minutes, she didn't feel alive not anymore.

Bobby had told Bella that he had called Iris and Callie but she didn't even flinch at their name. She didn't talk, or she didn't even know and it's been hours since he died in her arms. Bella was stained with his blood and she didn't even think to clean that up. She didn't care about anything anymore she just wanted him. Without him. She didn't find a purpose to be alive. The only person that made her feel at home had been killed. And she wouldn't let it hit her yet, because she knew that if she did. She would never come back from that one. Dean needed her and she wasn't about to leave him. The only living person Dean ever had died. His brother he swore to protect no matter what it was. He felt like he failed.

Bella hears the door open to the abandoned cabin they found. "Dean, Bella?" She heard Bobby's voice. She didn't care to answer. So she didn't move not a single muscle or even take her eyes away from Sam. "I brought you both food." Bobby said but Bella wasn't hungry. She was just numb and wanted to die. "No, thanks. We're find." Dean said speaking for Bella because he knew how she felt. He knew she's hurting just like he is. And it hurt him more to see the woman he loves hurt, numb and dead inside. He didn't want that for her, he wanted Sam and Bella to be happy with each other. He wanted them to be as happy as they both can. But with the hunting life. . .

No one can. "You both should eat something." Bobby said. "I said we're fine." Dean snapped at the man turning around to face him. Bella couldn't take her eyes away from him like Dean could do. She was tormenting herself with what if's. She couldn't do anything to save him and it made her numb to it all.

"Dean, I hate to bring this up. I really do. But don't you think maybe it's time. . . We bury sam?" He said. Bella got up quickly from her chair. "No." Bella told him with a glare at her face. Dean shook his head also and sat down in one of the chairs. "We could." He sighs. "Maybe. . ." He was suggesting but Dean wasn't having it. "What —— torch his corpse? Not yet." Dean said shaking his head at Bobby. Bella saw the pain in the hunters eyes. His grief, his sadness. "I want you both to come with me." Bobby said slowly to them. "I'm not going anywhere." Bella snapped at him. "I'm not leaving Sam." She told him before she grabs Deans bottle chugging to big gulps out of it.

"Dean, please." Bobby begged him but he should've known by now that neither Dean nor Bella would leave Sam's body. "Won't you cut me some slack?" He asked the older hunter. "I just don't think you both should be alone, that's all." He told them both. "We're not alone." Bella said as she took another gulp from the drink. "I got to admit —— I could use both of your help." Bobby says. Dean scoffs really not caring. "Something big is going down ——." He said. "End of the world big. "Well, then let it end!" Dean yelled making Bella flinch back at the sudden yelling. "You don't mean that." Bobby said in denial.