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03x03

The three Winchesters were on the road away from Lisa's. It was already night time, by the time they got back on the road. After getting all the kids back to their mothers. And now Bella wishes she wasn't in the Sam car as her husband. She wanted to chock him for even thinking about believing a demon is going to help him out of the goodness of its own black heart. Bella will never, ever. Trust demons no matter what they can do for them. They always had a motive. They're already up to something and she knows that, that demon had a secret plan she wasn't telling Sam about. Bella just sat there listening to her husband, the man she married talk about trusting that demon. It pissed her off to no end at all that.

"Because demon, that's why. I mean, the second you find out this ruby chick is a demon, you go for the holy water. You don't chat. Specially since your wife hates them." Dean scolded his brother as he drove. "No one was chatting, Dean." Sam snapped at his brother. "Oh, yeah? Then why didn't you send her ass back to hell?" Bella sneered at him having been quiet the whole time, finally having enough of it.

"Because —— because she said she might be able to help us out." Sam told her looking back at her. Bella gave her husband a look of pure disappointment in her chocolate brown eyes. "You've got to be kidding me right now." She said leaning back. "How?" Dean asked his little brother. But the young Winchester stayed quiet. "Oh, really, Sam? How? How could she possibly help us?" Dean asked him also waiting for his answer. "She told me she could help you both, okay?" He answered making Bella's face soften at what he had said. "Help you both out of the crossroads deal." He said looking back at his wife.

And now she couldn't be mad at him because of the fact that he would go to extreme lengths to help her out of going to hell. And if she was being honest she would've done it as well. But dean was not into that. "What's wrong with you, huh? She's lying." And he was correct, she is lying to him, but she couldn't blame him for trying. He's willing to work with demons just for her and for his brother and that's why she fell in love with him. Just like she would do anything to keep him safe. He would do the same.

But she couldn't help but be mad at the fact that he didn't tell her a demon has been following him. He kept it from her, his wife. He knows her families history with demons. He knows how they tortured her and possessed her sisters wife, made Bella think they killed her sister, when she was being held captive and also being tortured for a few months and she didn't want her sister to know that hell because it's a hell you can never forget, no matter how much you try to forget it. It plagues your mind every day.

Specially when you have to look at the scars left from them on your body, but Bella is learning how to love hers. Her husband has thought her how to love them how to love herself. And as much as She sometimes doesn't love herself. Sam shows her, with the way he loves her, the way he touches her body when he runs his hands over her scars, or the way he kisses them.

Bella feels conflicted about the situation with Sam wanting help from the demon. She knows that she can't get out of the deal but he thinks other wise, he thinks that she could help them get out of it, but in reality they can't. They're going to die and that was that. There is no loophole out of it, there is not way out of it. I hope Sam realizes that not too late.

Because it will fuck him up for life, even though them selling their souls already fucked up him up in a way that, sam. . . Will never probably come back from. It made chills run up her spine just thinking about it. She didn't think that she was going to die and Leave behind the love of her life. She didn't think about how that fucked up that was and now it was starting to make her feel guilty for not thinking about him and his feelings about it. She just didn't.