Jordyn's POV
"What is the message?" Negan asked.
"He said, as long as I am alive he is going to keep coming for me. He's going to keep watching me, stalking me, hurting me, and "fucking" me. He said he's going to make my life a living hell, that I was never going to able to feel safe with him still alive. That you needed to pay. He said he's going to keep coming for me until the day he decides to take my last breath." I said, tears welling in my eyes.
Negan pulled me into his chest and tightly wrapped his arms around me. "It'll be a cold fucking day in hell before that prick lays another fucking finger on you again. You are always going to be safe with me. I'll fucking make sure of it" Negan said. He pulled me in for a kiss and had to leave to go find out who betrayed him, my money was on Steve.
I laid in Negan's bed and fell asleep, I was every fucking form of exhausted a person could be.
The door to Negan's room slamming shut caused me to jolt awake. "What the fuck?" I hissed. "I'm sorry babygirl, I wasn't trying to scare you or anything. Closed it a little harder than I thought." Negan said.
"Why the hell are you covered in blood? That's not yours, is it?" I asked. "No it's not mine doll face. Its Steve's, I talked to Dwight and some others and they all said Steve and Simon were like two peas in a pod. When Steve found out I wanted Simon dead he made a plan with Simon. I had asked Dwight to get rid of Simon, but Steve offered claiming he wanted to become more worthy as a man. It was just a load of bullshit to get Simon out alive." Negan grunted.
"I never liked Steve if I'm honest" I said, giving a small chuckle. "That makes two of us. Im gonna go wash this assholes blood off and then I'm yours for the rest of the day babygirl." Negan smiled, kissing my head and walking into the bathroom. I sighed contently, repositioning myself in his bed. I laid there staring at the ceiling, events from the last few months ringing in my ears. I cant believe I left Simon get his grubby hands on me again.
Negan leaving the bathroom broke me from my thoughts. "Hi gorgeous" he smiled. "Hi" I said, giving a small. Negan climbed into bed in only his boxers. "You look so perfect in nothing but my shirt, panties, wrapped in my sheets" Negan smirked. Against how my body was feeling, I rolled onto Negan, straddling his waist.
"Woah now babygirl, we tried this already. Your body is not healed enough for sex" Negan said, hands resting on my hips. I slowly grinded on him, I could feel his penis hardening below me. "Princess.." Negan growled. I smirked continuing to grind, "Hm? I think I know my body. And as of right now I think I know how yours is doing. I want you.."
Negan smirked and flipped us over, carefully pinning my arms over my head. His lips attached to my neck, leaving bright purple hickeys. He ripped off my shirt, panties, and his boxers. "Now tell me babygirl," he reached down and started rubbing me. "How bad do you want me? Do you want me inside you now? Or have a little play?"
"No play" I moaned. Negan smirked and slid into me like nothing. "OH fuck!" I moaned out. "Goddamn I fucking love the way you feel wrapped around my dick." Negan groaned. He thrusted in and out of me, his lips still attacking my neck. My nails slid up and down his back, leaving bright red scratch marks.
It definitely didn't take either of us that long. "Fuck I'm gonna cum" I hissed. "Me too, come on babygirl. Cum all over this dick" He moaned. "Oh daddy!" I gasped. Negan pumped inside me a few more times before collapsing onto the bed beside me. "I will never get over how good it feels to be in you" he chuckled.
"Always so vulgar" I giggled. Negan pulled me into his chest and wrapped his arms around me. Within minutes I was asleep. I always slept so much better beside Negan than I ever have before.
***
I think it had been damn near three weeks before we had any sort of issue. The new trade system was going amazing with the other communities. Maggie, Daryl, and some others still could stand to be in the same room as Negan for too long, but other than that things were fucking perfect. Key word there though is "were".
Everyone had been on high, high alert for Simon. I seemed to be the only thing he wanted, so everyone made it a priority to be on alert for him. Those I went on runs with never left me out of their sight for more then a second, it got to be annoying as fuck, but I understood why.
Negan especially had been on crazy high alert. He wouldn't even let me go outside of the Sanctuary by myself, I had snapped on him by accident and felt like a big piece of shit after. Don't worry, I made it up to him with sex and he laid off of the protective services while we were out and about at home.
I made visits out to Alexandria to see Rick and the others, but anytime I went someone was with me. Most of the time it was Negan, sometimes Dwight or even Sherry went with. Today I wished someone had come along.
Everyone was busy, Negan and Dwight were on a run with some others, Sherry was working. I wanted to get out and go see Rick, I thought just once by myself would be no big deal. I left Sherry know I was leaving. "Jo wait, hun I don't think you should go alone. And if Negan finds out you'll be in deep shit" Sherry said. "Sher, I'll be okay. Its a ten minute drive if that, Negan has been gone all day and I'm tired of waiting. I am fucking bored. One time going out alone wont kill me" I said. Well shit, might've jinxed myself on that, dumbass.
"If I do not hear from you by sundown, I'm sending a fucking search party. As soon as Negan and Dwight are back I will send them for you, please for the love of fucking God, be safe and cautious." Sherry pleaded. "Cross my heart" I smiled.
I grabbed a walkie and a set of keys and walked out to the car. "Ricky guess who?" I called into the radio. "Hi sweetheart, you comin for a visit?" He asked. "Yes sir I am, I'll be there in ten." I replied. "Wait, not by yourself I hope" Rick said. "Yes, by myself. Everyone was busy and I'm so fucking bored" I groaned.
"Daryl is going to meet you. He's five out from you now. Don't argue." Rick said. I groaned but carried on driving.
I was just about to make a right turn, a white van came hauling ass towards me and before I could react, it made contact with my car. That horrible crashing sound echoed in my ear, I caught a glance of Simon before I passed out, fuck!
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His Savior || Negan
FanfictionJordyn was a lonley girl in a lost world. When she'd met Rick and his group, she felt safe and happy. She was a fearless girl hiding a huge secret. She was so good at keeping it hidden, locked away from Rick and the others, until one day she had no...