His Savior || Negan

Chapter Five

Jordyn's POV

It had been a week since I've been here, I've been adjusting but I cant help missing Rick and the others. It feels wrong to just abandon them after all they have done for me since I met them. 

Negan was going to collect his shit from them today, and I road along. Mainly to make sure that he didn't kill anyone else. The whole reason I agreed to come with him was to ensure nobody else died. But if I knew Rick and his group as well as I thought I did, they weren't going to be taken easy. 

As always Negan taunted Rick, I felt bad for them but what the hell could I do? When Negan walked off to go and check on something I walked over to Rick. "Tell me what I can do to get him to be easy. I cant keep watching him treat you the way he does" I said. "Why the fuck do you care? You're off getting princess treatment while we work our asses off to give your greedy ass boyfriend what he wants" Daryl spat. 

"Daryl enough. She is an adult and if being there is what she wants then okay. There is nothing you can do sweetheart. He isn't going to change his ways, not for anything including you. Just please be careful, I dont want to see you hurt. You're still always going to be apart of our family." Rick smiled, bringing me in for a hug. 

"She might be part of your family Rick, but she sure as hell ain't part of mine" Daryl scoffed before storming off. "I'm gonna figure this out, Im gonna put an end to this. I promise" I said to Rick before leaving. 

Back at the Sanctuary I sat in Negans room thinking, while he was off getting things in order. I needed him to lay off the other communities. I'm all for trading, but there was no need to just take shit without having something to give back. And what he offered as a trade was bullshit, nobody gets killed by him as long as they trade. 

I sat on my thoughts for a few days before speaking to Negan on it. We were back to our normal thing before I left. We were a couple without the title. "What's bothering that pretty little head of yours babygirl?" Negan asked, playing with my hair. I sighed, "Can I talk to you about something without you getting pissed off?" 

His face grew serious, "Did someone fucking lay a hand on you?" "No no, not that. It's about this trading thing with the three other communities." I said. 

"What about it babygirl?" He asked. "We need to figure something else out, because what you have going on now isn't working or doable for any of them. They are all struggling to find enough shit for their communities and us as well" I replied. 

"Babydoll, if I change things now just because you're here I'm going to look weak. I refuse to change anything. This has been our system for awhile, I'm not going to just redo things just because of some girl. Rick just needs to understand this is how things go from now on" Negan said. 

I got up and started getting dressed. "Some girl, huh? That's all I am to you is some girl? Some fuck toy. Fine, don't change anything. But I refuse to be with a man who is so fucking stubborn. This is not a smart and liveable plan for any of them. We are DONE until you can wise up and listen to me on this." I spat as I stormed out of his room. I could hear him calling for me to come back, but I kept walking. 

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Id spent a few days at the Kingdom, this was the only place Negan was not allowed inside the walls. I asked Rick, Daryl, Michonne, Maggie, and Jesus to meet here to talk. "Listen I know some of you aren't happy with the choice I made when I went to stay with Negan. But at this moment that isn't what matters or what this is about." I said 

"Then what is this about?" Maggie asked. "How hard is it to find food and supplies? For all of you" I asked.  "We struggle but we are managing" The king said. "It's getting harder each week, what we don't grow or trade has become slim. Rations have become much smaller" Maggie said. "It's the same for us, we keep finding less and less each week. We need longer than a week for this shit" Rick said. 

"As you know, Maggie and Rick. Negan and Dwight are out looking for me, I left Negan until he decides he wants to reevaluate his "trade plan" hes got going on. I'm going to make damn sure that things change. This is not a liveable or fair trade. Rick, I'm coming back to Alexandria with you. There's a few spots that I know of that are hidden with some stuff, its not a lot but it will help. The rest of you stay on standby, I need a few days but I've got a plan" I said. 

I headed back to Alexandria with Rick and the others. By early morning we were out searching the little hiding spots I knew of from when I was last here. We'd brought back half of what we found, and we found a lot. 

The half we brought back would go to Negan, the other would be for us after they left. The one spot I suggested had a shit ton of seeds. I helped Rick plant them. "It'll take some time but we should have plenty of crops within time" I smiled. "Thank you, seriously. What's this plan of yours with Negan?" Rick asked. A familiar banging sound rang from our front gate, Negan was here and most likley looking for me. I hid inside Rick's house and listened. 

"Rick, where the hell is she? I've spent days looking and cant find her" Negan said, he sounded tired. "Maybe she just doesn't want to talk Negan. You didn't want to hear her out before" Rick said. "I got that, but now I do. I'm ready to listen to her ideas and plans." Negan said. I waited for awhile, deciding if I wanted to let him talk now, or make him wait longer. 

They stood on the porch talking, and before I could make my decision, Daryl made it for me. "She's hidin inside Rick's house" He snapped. I darted out of Rick's back door, quickly but quietly I made my way through Alexandria trying to avoid being caught. 

It was working wonders until one of Negan's men grabbed me, "Negan! Here she is!" He hollered. "You're a big ass piece of shit!" I snarled, elbowing him in the gut. Negan came rushing over, Rick in toe. "Rick you dick! You said she wasn't here" Negan said, angrily. "Because I wasnt. Ive been avoiding seeing you. Fuckin get your dirty ass paws off me!" I said, knocking the guy holding me on his ass. "Bitch" I mumbled. 

"I'm ready to talk, so please? Hear me out?" Negan asked. I sighed, "Fine. Let's talk"