His Savior || Negan

Chapter Three

Jordyn's POV

I twiddled with my fingers before I spoke, "I told you Vriginia wasn't a good idea, but I didn't tell you why because of the shit I went through here." They all waited for me to continue my story, I sighed.

"I was born and raised here, when the world went to shit I was seventeen and just with my parents. We were apart of a community that fell because of a overtake from walkers, I assumed my parents were dead because I spent so long looking for them and never found anything. No body, no walker, no nothing, they vanished." I said, leaning on the railing.

"I spent days wandering around after that. Negan's men found me one day on their way back from Hilltop and brought me to the Sanctuary. I worked to earn my keep there. And one day I caught Negans attention by mistake, one of his men were trying to touch me and it pissed me off so I beat his ass and Negan was pissed. I was sat before him and Simon and told to explain what happened. Negan smirked, he thought it was hot that I beat a grown mans ass. He grew and infactuation with me."

Ricks gaze was still hard and burning through my skin. So I kept talking, "Over the course of a few days he did everything he could to be around me, even when I tried to avoid him it didn't work. He has wives, yes more than one. They are to serve him, please him, feed him, do wifely duties. In return they didn't have to work, they could have whatever they wanted. They were his top priority when I came along, I became that priority. Id be lying if I said I wasn't interested in him, he treated me like a fucking queen. We had sex, but only after he got rid of the wives. I'd be damned if I was gonna be another whore to him. I think he was in love with me to be honest, and I was falling for him too. Things felt so normal with him, like I didn't have to worry about the outside world"

I paused for a moment, trying to read everyone's faces. "Then what?" Rick asked. I sighed, "Then I found out I was pregnant. It was a few weeks after my eighteenth birthday, great birthday gift huh?" I chuckled.

"Anyways, I went to see Negans doctor and made that man promise no one else would find out. Shit I didn't know if I wanted kids yet, or if Negan did. As I was leaving the docs office I ran into Simon, literally ran right the fuck into him. He ripped the papers from my hand and his expression grew so fucking dark when he read I was pregnant. He slapped the shit out of me and threw me into one of their cells. I didnt and still don't know why, it wasn't going to effect him any. He came back a few hours later and, fuck.." I mumbled, I had to tell them.

"He uhm, he kicked me so hard in the stomach over and over and over again until I miscarried the baby. And then that bastard drug the doc in to, in his words, "make sure I lost the problem" Once the doc said I definitely lost the baby, I started crying." I said, tears welling in my eyes.

"There's more," I sighed. "It had been maybe a day since I lost the baby, Simon locked himself in the cell with me and started.. touching me. His filthy hands roamed my body, I tried to scream for help but he told me nobody could hear nor did they care what happened to me. The more I screamed and cried the more it pissed him off. Every noise I made, he hit or kicked me. He raped me, twice in one day. It was early as hell the next time that door opened, only it was Dwight this time. He and his wife Sherry threw together a plan to get me the fuck out of there. I thank God for them because if they hadn't I would be dead. Simon had asked Dwight to check on me, he claimed he would be back later that night to deliver more "punishment" Dwight had a bad feeling and they decided to bust me out. Dwight was always so nice to me, Sherry too. Neither one of them were like the other Saviors. Negan didn't know they busted me out, he didn't know I was pregnant, he didn't know what Simon did."

More tears fell from my eyes once I finished talking, Daryls arms wrapped around me in a big hug. "Shit. I'm so sorry princess" Daryl said. "I'm sorry I got so loud with you, I thought it was a silly reason why you couldn't come back, I'm so sorry this happened to you" Rick said, hugging me.

"I wanted to tell you, I really did especially after you agreed to come here to check Noah's community. I couldn't stomach telling you, I didnt want too now either but Negan left me no choice. I wasn't going to leave you without any answers after last nights events" I said.

That night I laid in bed and stared at my ceiling, there was going to be no piece whatsoever now that he knew I was back. I was in for one hell of a ride.

Part of me just wanted to come out and tell Negan what happened, what Simon did. But the other part couldn't, Negan always talked so highly of Simon. But would he think the same if he knew Simon took away his unborn child?

Questions like this raced in my head all fucking night. I barely got any sleep.

Negan showed up a few days too soon, it had barely been a week. I was out on a run with Daryl by the time they arrived. Negan was beyond pissed I wasn't there. Daryl and I walked right into a shit show.

"Where the fuck have you been?!" Negan yelled at me. "None of your goddamn business" I spat. "You are most definitely my business. Don't talk to me like that babygirl, you know the consequences" Negan smirked.

"Go right to hell Negan" I said. Negan made his men kill someone, there was only one way I knew he wouldn't harm anyone else. "Cut the shit. I'll come back with you, but only if nobody else dies from here on out" I said.

"Can't make promises like that babygirl, you know I don't" Negan smirked. "That is the only fucking way I come back with you. Promise me if I come back, nobody else dies" I said. "Jordyn you don't have to" Rick said. "Yes I do. You're in this because of me" I sighed.

"Okay babygirl, I promise. Nobody else dies if you come home with me" Negan smirked. I packed a small bag and said my goodbyes before climbing into the passenger seat of the truck Negan drove in. A big ass smirk plastered to his face as we drove back to the Sanctuary. I knew I was in for something when we got back.