The Affair • (Kellic) (boyxboy)

Chapter Eleven

I was nervous for Kellin. He told me he was fine, that he wasn't stressing over what happened, but I could still tell something was bugging him. We were laying down on my bed, I had a strand of Kellin's hair twirling in my fingers.

"Your hair is really soft. And pretty." I said unintentionally. Kellin let out an angelic laugh.

"Thanks. I really like your hair, too." I smiled but then it faltered when Kellin smirked.

"It's great for pulling," he winked. I laughed at his little remark.

Slowly, Kellin shuffled over from his spot on the bed so that I could slide my arm around his waist.

I was staring up at the ceiling in a daze, Kellin's hair no longer in my hand. "What're you thinking about?" Kellin asked quietly.

The house was so quiet, and I couldn't help but feel just a twinge of sadness that Jaime wasn't here. My happiness that Kellin was here though, over came that.

Whenever I was with Kellin I felt safe and warm. It was a weird feeling. I hadn't felt like this in a long time.

"I'm not really sure," My eyebrows were furrowed and I was definitely thinking about something. I just wasn't sure what it was.

"I wanna know where Jaime is." I finally said. Kellin went a bit rigid next to me but then his body relaxed into mine when I pulled him closer.

"I'm sorry, it's just he hasn't been home lately. I know our marriage is getting bad but I just can't help but worry about what he's doing. Or where he is." My words came spewing out. I partially felt guilty for speaking to Kellin about Jaime but it just wouldn't leave me alone.

Kellin moved over again but so that he was on my lap instead of next to me.

"Hey, it's ok. He'll be home soon, so I have to go. Carter's probably furious. I just hope he doesn't hurt me." He trailed off and looked at the floor.

I grabbed his chin with my thumb and my forefinger and made him look at me.

"If he hurts you, I'll hurt him three times as bad. I promise." I leaned up as Kellin leaned down and I kissed him on the lips.

Something was still on Kellin's mind, but I didn't ask him about it.

Eventually Kellin left me and I stayed in the same position until I had to go to sleep. I had something to eat before I did though.

Again, around four in the morning Jaime came home. My back was turned away from him. I didn't trust myself enough to speak to him without starting an argument so I pretended I wasn't awake.

I heard Jaime sigh before he drifted off to sleep. When I woke up in the morning at eight, he was gone again. He wasn't here for more then maybe three hours.

Where the fuck has Jaime been going this whole time?

I put on clothes and yanked on my tie and threw on my blazer. Then I grabbed my car keys and got in my car.

Do you need a ride? -V

I turned the car on and let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding in.

I already have a ride, thanks though. -K

Who was giving him a ride? I ignored that thought and drove to work anyways. When I got there, Dakota handed me my coffee and I stepped back into the elevator.

I had finally made it to my office and Kellin was in there laughing with someone else. I stepped in and all talking ceased, Kellin however still had a smile on his face. He was in there with Drew.