For my beloved, that I love
In my mind, far away from the reality. But feel so close in my heart
May I tell you, about my day, all of my story
Removing the shackles of my death, slowly
For my beloved
Did you know that piano set foot into my body
Massage me and make this body feel relaxed
Free from all of my bad feelings
Do you see, my beloved?
Black smoke that clawed my shoulders
He's the bastard in me
Destroyer of my peaceful days
Because him, I feel empty
Because him, I feel nobody
Because him, I feel weak
Because him, I feel sad
Because him, I'm feel like a ghost
Because him, I'm feel like beggars
Because him, I'm feel like a stone
Because him, I'm feel like thin white paper
Embers suddenly dimmed
Light was kidnapped and locked in the closet
The little elf conscience felt the panic, dazed and confused
Like the maestro who was making his masterpiece
The color of my eyeballs feels gray
Look without glasses, feels opaque
Oh, what happened
Why i can't play with colors?
Along the way are just black roses
Stand arrogant, taunt the losers
Until they were buried deep into the ground
Stuck into the grave
I look in the mirror repeatedly, until the mirror feel tired
What did I do wrong? Is there anything missing?
Why do I feel helpless and useless?
Dear God, give me a suit of armor, which majestic, made of the most strongest iron, so I'm always brave to face the demon soul
This letter was written just for you
My beloved, I love you, I don't know where you are
Enforce both hands, and hope for the best, that's all.
There was a time, I get ready for tomorrow, until I fell asleep.
YOU ARE READING
A Little Story Before Sleep
PuisiBefore sleep, i want to tell you about my day , and my night. No Frankenstein indeed, so you don't need to be scared.
