The path of love and dance

chapter 12

        It's really cold outside today. I bring out winter jacket for the first time. I can't forget to bring Chris's clothes to school. Mom put it on my desk. I looked at my bed on his jacket
        ' it's not washed' I said and went on a bus.
       Sae-seo almoust ate me alive when I told her I'll leave early today. But when I said why she was okay with it.
       ' I'm so angry I can't be there but don't worry next week I'll be there' She said.
        ' I think you'll pay attantion to somebody else more than me' I said. She rolled eyes.
        ' are you going with Yiesa?' I asked.
        ' no, She doesn't listen to him' She said.
        ' So you're going alone?'
        ' yeah, what's the big deal?'
        ' nothing, I'm just asking'. I said. She noded.
        ' wanna see something?' I asked.
        ' of course' She said curiously. I took out my card for today afternoon. I show it to her and She automaticly took it.
        ' oh my lord, that's your freaking ticket to backstage!' She stared at it with big smile.
         ' well I need to be at backstage, Sae'
         ' I hate you I Hope you know it' She gave it back to me.
         ' I don't know anything more than this' I put it back to my bag.
         I left on break around 1pm. I stopped at 7 eleven for lunch. I don't have much time So I bought buldak nuddles, cheesse, kimbap and some drink. I make it in the shop and sit in eating area. I took a picture and sent it to Sae-seo. She answered ameedly.

                                                        *Picture sent*
I hate you now im hungry
                                           Enjoy school love you
Yeah i know

       I ate my lunch and went to O2 arena.
       When I came there there was already a lots od people. There are shops with merch.
        I found back enterance. Some girls were standing around and right before the door there is security guy.
         'Good afternoon' I greet him.
         ' hello miss' He greet nicely.
         ' I am backup dancer and I should be here if I'm right' I took out my card and show it to him.
          ' thank you, go in and there will be door with sigh on it' He said and opened the door.
         ' Okay, thank you'.
         There wasn't anyone in the hall but when I saw door with dressing room on it' I knock and than opened.
          Nobody heard me because there is loud music and everybody is talking and laughting. I was nervouss. I feel like I shouldn't be here. But then Christopher noticed me.
           ' Lily, hi' He show me where to go.
           ' is somebody here?' I asked.
           ' yes, we'll just wait a little bit and than go on the stage, do you wanna look on the stage or around? He asked.
           ' i think I'm okay I'll just wait here'
           ' if you need something you can ask somebody from the staff they are everywhere' I noded and he left.
            About fifiteen minutes later the staff asked me to go on the podium.
            I was in the arena before but never on the podium. I have goosebump.
            ' It's amazing right?' Sam jumped to me.
            ' yeah' I said. It was only thing my mouth can say.
            ' are you nervouss?' ale asked.
            ' I don't know I don't belive that this is real' I said. I was staring around the arena. Everything is so loud and big it feels like dream'
            ' in your position' some guy said. He has card around his neck that says manager.
Chris came out of nowhere and looked at us in our position.
           ' it looks good. Okay we'll do it with the onset. On sides' He sounds angry. Maybe just tired.
           When Chris said the music stared playing.
           Onset was easy. We just ran on podium second before Christ stared singing.
            I really enjoy it. It was relaxing partly because I don't realise that in few hours there will be people.
            We made a small break for drinking and I check my phone. I have missed call. It's from my ex boyfriend. I paused. What does he want from me.
           ' can you excuse me for second I need to call' I asked. Manager noded.
           I called him. He pick up in few seconds.
            ' hi, Lily' He said.
           ' Su-ho, what do you want?' I asked dryly.
           ' no need to be that dry, Lily' He said.
           ' I don't have time for long conversation what do you need'
           ' I'm back in Seoul for a few days and I found your necklise in my old bedroom'. He said and my heart dropped. I was trying to find that necklise for months.
           ' I was wondering where it is' I didn't show any emotion to him.
           ' where are you I'll give it back to you I don't want it' He said.
           ' just throw it away' I said. That necklise is from my mom but it held too much memories of him.
            ' it's gold necklise I won't throw it away, just tell me where you are I'll give it to you' He said again.
            ' at O2 arena' I said.
            ' ohh, so you are going to todays concert I guess'
            ' something like that' I said. The real reason is supposed to be secret.
            ' Okay, I'll be there in twenty minutes'.
            I came back. ' we can continue' I said.
            After last dance we went to dressing room. Su-ho text me he's here but than I started worried.
            ' Mr Poreth can I go out for second?' I asked him. My hands are shaking.
           ' why?' He asked and looked at my hands.
           ' Somebody is here giving me my old necklise' I said.
           ' Okay, you can' I nod and squeeze my phone in my hand. ' do you want me to go with you?'
            ' please' I said without thinking.
            ' sure'.
            I texted Su-ho to go to back enterance.
            ' can you wait here and don't close the door please?' He noded. I opened the door and almoust close it behind me.
            ' what are you doing inside?' He laughed. He still looked the same. Fuck boy that wants to play with naive girls.
            ' that's not your buisness. Give me the necklise' I said.
            ' why are you so in rush we didn't see each other in months'
            ' and I'm glad for that. Don't pretend that everything was beautiful Su-ho. Do you realise how much you hurted me?' my voice broke. ' I thought to love me' I press my teeth together.
            ' Lily, stop being dramatic' He put his hand on my shoulder.
             ' don't toutch me' I hit his hand.
            ' ouch, you are strong' He smiled.
            ' give me that damn necklise' I said again and set hand.
            ' alright'  He took the necklise out of his bag nad gave it to me and than take my hand.
            ' stop fucking toutching me' I make step back.
            ' stop being such a bitch' He said.
            ' don't go any closer' my eyes filled with tears.
            ' c'mon-' He started.
            ' She said don't toutch her is it not clear?' Christopher said. I haven't notice him being outside.
            ' I'm sorry but we are talking and you are interapting us' Su-ho said.
            ' I don't think she wants talk with you'
           ' fine' He leand towards me and wisper to my ear. ' I bet you didn't gave him either' after that he gave mi my necklise and than left.
          ' we can go now' I said and turn on my heal.
          We stopped before make-up room.
          ' are you okay?' He asked.
          ' never felt better' I answered with fake smile.
          ' what did he do? If I may ask'
          ' my ex boyfriend- well he wasn't my actual boyfriend he just likes to play with innocent girls' I stopped because I never planned to tell anybody becise Sae-seo. ' that doesn't matter. Let's just go'.
         There is a TV in the make-up room and we can see how many fans are in the crow and there are a lot. It's unreal and I love it.
         ' it's your turn' Soo-jin woke me from dreaming.
          ' Okay' I said and sit on the chair before mirrors. A young makeup artist looked at me and than stared styling my hair.