(Dice Psycho ost - Uta loop)
It wasn't until I entered college that I met her. She, like me, wanted to be a teacher. She is the first rival and friend I have ever known in my life. The woman called Saiko was truly perfect.
Kasane, let's work hard together. We'll become teachers together.
She's smart, has a good personality, and is loved by everyone.
Kasane, if you ever have any problems, be sure to talk to me. I'll definitely help you.
She was good with words too, and never got tired of being with me.
Kasane. If you're ever in trouble, I'll always reach out my hand to you
She had good grades, a promising future, and she was just perfect in every way.
I love you Kasane. Let's be together forever
She was so close to me that I was always comparing myself to her. That's why I always felt a sense of inferiority. She had a boy she loved back in her hometown. She had promise him she would come back as a teacher to teach him properly. She often told me stories about those old times.
Kasane...?
Every time I heard Saiko tell one of those stories, I know that she had been blessed from birth. She was dearly loved by those around her when she was growing up.
Kasane: Saiko... you don't understand how I felt.
She had it all since she was born. Compared to me, I was born into a poor family and lived a miserable life in a pigsty-like home. I grew up despised, with no one to support or encourage me. That's how I lived my life, and by the time, I grew up, I didn't have a single ounce of confidence. I didn't want to die, but I didn't know if I wanted to live either. But I had stated to have stupid thoughts if I could die. I should get it over with quickly. I'm an ordinary person. I'm not unique in any way. I'm not better than anyone else. Completely average. No. Below average might be a better way to put it. I might be a person with no merit or worth.
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Dice Psycho x A Certain Magical Index (crossover)
Mystery / ThrillerA new adventure unfolds for the level 0 imagine breaker as he faces against six tragic girls, using wits and words alone. But even without imagine breaker, can his words reach the heart of these tragic maidens? And perhaps, this new world...?