Games & Temptations {A Radiodust Fanfiction}

.~*Smile for me*~.

TW: Mention of rape and suicide

Alastor felt two hands grabs his face. Instead of flinching, he opened his eyes. He stared at Angel, who had managed to heal in the time Alastor was crying. "Why are you half-naked?" Angel asked, referring to the line Alastor told Vaggie the first day he arrived at the hotel. Alastor stared into the spider demon's eyes. Angel had cupped Alastor's face and was now extremely close to him. He remembered his mom telling him the exact same words when he was a child.

Alastor realized he had been crying all this time and wasn't even crying. But like last time, he didn't dismiss Angel. instead, he kept on not smiling and looked into the beautiful demon's eyes. Alastor couldn't believe how powerful Angel was. If he were in Angel's place, which wasn't possible considering how strong he was but still, he and his pride would have crumbled. But Angel was smiling. He was courageous and still managed to look perfect despite the pain.

Alastor gave Angel a faint smile. It was the most genuine smile he had given in ages. Angel smiled widely. Their foreheads touched as Angel held Alastor closer. "Does this happen often?" Alastor asked after a few minutes. "Me getting beat up by Val? Yes but not this badly. I missed three weeks this time though, so he was real pissed. But it's fine." Angel replied. "No, I meant - does he rape you often?" Alastor asked, fearing the reply. He was met with silence but he could hear Angel's heart beat increased and him gulp.

"Yes." he replied. Alastor was shocked. "He owns me Al. I am his fucking toy. He can do whatever he wants to me. I am just a slut, that's what I will ever be. Him raping me doesn't even mean anything. I deserve it." Angel added. Alastor raised his head to meet the teary gaze of the taller demon. "don't ever say that. You don't deserve it. No one does." Alastor said. "Smile, or else how will I call you Smiles?" Angel said jokingly. Alastor cupped Angel's face with one of his hands.

His thumb carressed Angel's cheek and Angel buried his face in Alastor's hand. "Thank you." he murmured after a few seconds. Alastor pulled him in for a hug. Alastor, the Radio Demon was hugging Angel Dust. He was shedding tears for him. If you ever asked him, he would deny it. But it was true. Alastor was madly in love and even though he wasn't ready to admit it yet. His actions said it all. Actions speak louder than words. And it was all true in Alastor's case. He wouldn't say it. But his actions showed how much he cared and loved.

Alastor had never gone this long without smiling, nor had he ever sobbed this much, at least not in over a century. But for his Angel, he felt like he could do anything. "Mon cher." he murmured. The sudden French made Angel blush. "I will always be here for you." Alastor said. Angel just hugged him tighter. Alastor slowly picked him up. "Would you like to go back to the hotel?" he asked. Angel nodded.

Angel held onto Alastor as the deer demon teleported himself and Angel to Angel's room. Alastor placed him on his bed. Angel smiled. "You need to get cleaned up, Mon Ange." Alastor said. Angel once again blushed at the nickname. Two times. He was going to turn so Dan red. Alastor knew his way to Angel's heart so well. Alastor grabs some wet clohtes and wipes the blood off Angel's face, slowly. 

Angel shivered a little as Alastor's hands carressed his cheeks. He trembled under the Radio Demon's touches as he wiped the blood off his body. But he was happy. He loved this feeling. Alastor's care was something he never thought he needed but now he didn't feel like he could let it go. Angel allowed the deer demon to remove the tattered clothes off of him.

He loved Alastor didn't seem fazed. Most other demons would just be ready to jump him. But Alastor could look at a naked Angel and just think about how cute he was. And Angel loved not being sexually appealing for once. He just wanted to feel cared for today. And Alastor was great at it. Angel found himself blushing a little as Alastor helped him clean up. He could feel Alastor tense up a little as his hand slid down near his dick.