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adam

my parents have always been strict on me since day1, don't be too dark, too dumb, make sure your neat, and hardly ever showed me love. growing up i always felt stuck in their strictness and unbearable expectations. don't even get me started on the fights they have with each other. as a child with strict parents naturally being sneaky was obviously prone and when I reached the age of 14 it wasn't surprising for me to be sneaking out meeting friends, smoking and doing many things just so I could experience things.

i felt that my parents were holding me back and I wasn't going to let that happen. now, im almost 18 and ive officially left all of that haram for about 6 months. ever since ive found islam everything feels at peace. on a spiritual side.

ever since becoming muslim and meeting my friends Ahmed and Suffyan its been hard at home. my parents refuse and don't acknowledge me as muslim. even refraining to physical abuse if I do any acts of at our current home. with my current situation Ive considered leaving islam, listening to my parents remarks about the religion but I soon realized that I really feel at peace with my life.

the girls, drugs, friends, and the indulgences in everything did nothing but make me a depressed, ass hole of a person and once I started looking in islam after meeting Ahmed I soon realized the state of my life.

it was in shambles.


Aaliyah

im so confused, im so confused on my life.

my mother is dead and now I have to live with my father and my stepmom and I haven't this alone in forever.

as I sit in the closet i text my friend saraah

saraahpooks<33

saraah

ik its unlike me but can i come to urs?

Aaliyahhh

I told you ur welcome anytime bubs

No need to ask

you do not even know i need to get out of here

its unbearable

il be there in 30 thx pooksss ;-:

Ofcc <3 don't even try to keep anything from me

igy babes

Are you walking? Suffyan can come get you

NO ITS ALR im fineee :3

no I don't wanna bother him i've bothered him enough

Too late he's on his way to ur house in 5 be ready

<333

omg

i don't deserve you😭

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