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saraahpooks

i need to talk to you abt smth

wsp pooks?

are you ok?

is ur dad tweaking out on u again COME TO MINES RN

NOOOO ITS NOT THAT DEEP BRO

I WAS JS GONNA ASK U SMTH

how's suffyan been? 

OH ABT HIM

bro i was actually on my way to ur house

deadass

hes been acting diff but yk hes still the same old suf

okkk

 checking in since im being ignored 😍

#yay

aww aaliyah thats so cute

STFU 

gts

read 11:15pm


I don't know why but I can't seem to sleep. I just can't stop thinking about how weird suffyans acting and I feel guilty for it kind of. Ever since that day my dad was crashing out on me nd I took my anger out on him it's been weird and I blame myself.

I can't seem to do anything right at all, I don't feel whole without her, my mom was everything to me and now that she's gone I am nothing and my dad does nothing but remind me of that. 

I hate myself so much.

Instead of just lying there letting my thoughts wonder I give in and just text him.

suufyan (saraahbetter)

suffyan

im sorry for the way i acted that day

ik its my fault for making things like this and im sorry

no way

ur still on this from like a month ago

aaliyah its whatever idc

okay phew

gn rat

I SAID GN.

whatever gn

read 12:30am





a/n: filler chapter because I am losing motivation😍 pls vote if u see this and like it and comment any criticism or things I should add! make sure to drink water<333

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