Hate to love you. K.T.H

PLEASE ALLAH, HONER ISLAM THROUGH THEM (BTS)

Days passed and finally....
It's Ramadan.
She was excited and well prepared to fast and pray and do all the good deeds, she also tried hard to get rid of all the sins, listening to songs, watching BTS and kdramas, she left everything for this month.

The first day of Ramadan, and fifteen minutes before Iftaar she prepared everything then went to her room, it was time to pray and talk to Allah, to ask him for everything she wants.

"Oh Allah are you listening? I know you are. I have a lot on my mind please help me, you know na I can't tell anybody about my problems, you are the only one who knows me understands me, ya Allah please grant them hidayah.
She had to pause, tears started to fall off her eyes.

Allah, honor Islam through them seven. Please Allah this was the Dua your dear prophet pboh prayed for his companion Umer rzala, Allah see this head who never bowed to anybody else expect you, these hands are just raised in front of you, these eyes of mine just cry in front of you, I am just asking you to give them Hidayah, they are in need of it ya Allah please, Allah I can't see them punished, ya Allah. Listen to me please and show them the right path, help them so they can see the darkness around them and get rid of it by following the light of Islam, they are really good persons, they only lack Islam, if you grant them they'll be happy here and also in Aakhira, Please Allah. Accept my prayers......"

She raised her head as her mom called her, her eyes were all swollen up and her face was all red because of her crying badly, she washed her face to not to let anybody know, and then sat for the Iftaar.

And that's how it goes...
The whole Ramadan she spent praying for them, crying in front of Allah, she doesn't even call her self ARMY, she says that she doesn't love them, but still she prays day and night for them, cry because she is afraid and concerned about them and specially him ( Taehyung ).

He wasn't her bias but he had a special place in her heart, and why she thinks about him often, even she didn't knew why?? Or maybe she doesn't want to know.....
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"Omg, it's BTS" she said excitedly seeing A K-pop shop, which had BTS related stuff, she was on a tour with her family, and was just wandering around with her siblings as she saw some BTS related stuff, she asked the shopkeeper to show her some keychains and diaries, she bought one then two and more, the shopkeeper and her siblings were seeing as if she was mad.
"For real Y/N ? You are buying all that? But why?" Her sister asked.
She just smiled and they came back to hotel and her happiness level was just 📈, she was feeling soooo excited as she had never done these types of things, she never had a crush on someone and she never felt crazy for any idol before, it was the first time although she herself doesn't like her own behavior and her obsession but she couldn't help...

She hid those keychains as someone should never see them, otherwise they'll ask so much and bother her a lot, and also suspect her and tease her so it's better to keep it hidden.
And let me tell you guys that most of those keychains just had one member and he was Kim Taehyung.
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Present.
It's Saturday and she just completed her Korean drama series ( To the beautiful you ) although the drama was pretty old but it was actually good, she was used to search the cast so that she can watch more of her favorite actors and actresses, but this time it would have been better if she hadn't searched it, cause her female lead was a k-pop idol Sumi , who had attempted suicide years ago, she was not just shocked she was broken by this news, she was so soft hearted specially when it comes to death.

'She was non Muslim, what will happen to her now, ufffff I can't even pray for her, I am not allowed to do so, how can she do that"......
She burst into tears, it's not easy, just imagining about a non Muslim person dying leave her into tears, their Aakhira is ruined and that's heartbreaking.

Sumi's smile was going on in her mind making her cry more, cause Sumi was her fav character in the drama.
She was just thinking about Sumi as a thought popped up in her mind leaving her scared, the thought was :

"What if they also ended up like her "??????..........
And tears fell off her eyes, sitting on the prayer mate she forgets everything, only THEY were on her mind.

To be continued
Soooo this episode I wrote specially for my first follower and my first reader HasinaShah.
Thank you for encouraging me and really I am just continuing it thanks to you.
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