spirk-I...am...in love...with you.

Chapter 7- who is with who and who loves who?

In Kirk's quarters and on Kirk's POV:
I was in my quarters when I saw Uhura coming in. She looked at me and came near me, I didn't understood it at first.
"Uhura, it is good to see you. Did anything happened? " She looked odd almost like she was in agony. Then she came near me and told me that she was in love with me. I couldn't do anything, I froze and looked at her blankly.

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She came near me and pushed me to my bed afterwards. It was almost like she was being forced to do it. I tried to avoid her but she pulled me and suddenly she began to kiss me. At this moment I glanced at the door, to my luck, the door opened. The person that came was Spock. He was looking sad when he saw me and Uhura. I opened my mouth I was finally set free. Uhura was looking thunderstruck. Spock looked at me again and said:
"Sorry captain, I didn't knew that you were busy. Forgive me. I will leave now. "
He turned and left so quickly that I couldn't caught him. I wanted to tell him that I didn't wanted to do this with Uhura. She was just my friend as she always was. I never really had an interest for her. She was beautiful but my heart wasn't beating for her. It was beating for Spock. So I quickly ran outside to catch him. He was gone. I ran to his quarters. He was there laying on his bed facing the wall. I heard that he was secretly sobbing however whenever he saw me he stopped and cut all of his emotions off. I tried to explain but no words came out of my mouth.
Spock's POV:
He didn't said anything, he just stood there looking me with tears in his eyes. I couldn't stopped my emotions now. It was illogical to do this but I turned and started crying almost immediately. I struggled to hide my emotions. I felt a soft touch at my shoulders.
"Spock, I didn't mean to... I don't even want to... I won't do such a thing to you Spock. I love you and only you. And if I get in an intimate relationship with anyone...it would be you. "
I didn't said anything. I didn't knew what to say. I didn't even knew why was I crying then I remembered that seven years was nearly in an end. That was the most logical explanation of my sudden emotions. Pon Farr was close now. I wanted to tell this to Kirk but there was a greater danger.
"Spock, there are strange things happening. I have to find what it is, I have to keep my crew safe. You gotta help me. " He sounded frustrated. I got up. We both were standing now.