The Wed-lock

23

*Her pov*
You woke up to him crying holding your hand.

"Anaya" with a trembling voice he managed to say. I looked up at his red eyes.

"Why?.......why did you do this to yourself" words left his mouth as he was caressing my injured hand.

Did nihal cry for me? For me? I just used to cry all these days but now I have managed to make people cry because of something I did.

I made someone cry because of my doings. I really am a bad luck for everyone that stayed with me.

Your heart was breaking apart. Both of you broke down together.

As you started to sob he quickly took you in his embrace.

"Anaya I'm sorry you had to go through this. I'm sorry for not being there for you when you needed me the most. I'm sorry I failed as a husband, as a friends and even as a human. I'm sorry..... I'm stupid. I shouldn't have trusted shanaya's words. I should have trusted you and listened to what my heart said. I should have been more careful about you. I should have talked it out.........
Please forgive me, I will never let anyone come in between us. I know it's my mistake and I promise to fix everything. I need you please Anaya give me a chance to fix this please...."

He said sobbing as he pulls back from the hug.

"Please don't hurt yourself from now on......atleast think about me. I thought I would collapse seeing you like this. I'm sorry you had to do this because of me. If anything bothers you please tell me Anaya. I'll always be here for you please"

His shivering thumb wiped my tears.

There was silence again in this room.

"Please say something Anaya" he added seeing you lost in your thoughts again with a broken voice.

"I know you are hurt because of me.....
Punish me if you want but please don't leave me Anaya"

"I know i did wrong. I know the mistakes I did. Please don't cry Anaya. If you want you can hit me until you want. You can scould me as much as you want Anaya. Please forgive me. I'll never do something like this again Anaya. I'll never let someone hurt you or you hurt yourself ever. I'm sorry Anaya. I'm sorry for everything"

It's not because of you. It's because of me. It's because of what I did. You don't deserve this bad luck nihal. I can't make your life more miserable.
My existence will cause disasters.

"Excuse me nihal"

I heard someone say when nihal broke the hug. I don't know why his embrace made me feel safe for a while and now I feel lost again.

"How are you feeling Anaya?"

I nodded at the doctor.

"Nihal can I talk to Anaya personally?"

He looked at me and shook his head.

"Anaya are you comfortable with him being around you?"

The heart started to thump at that question. He did make me uncomfortable once but....

Not anytime after that again.

I felt safe around him.

I looked at him and his eyes show how miserable he feels even when he didn't do anything.

He looked away from me, looking down. I can see him trying to hide his tears.

"Anaya, you can be honest with me. And feel safe to answer my questions. I still can't believe you did that to yourself"