Where do I even begin exactly?
The heartbreak? Betrayal? Depression?
I know, I know. They all sound like such lovely selections.
(Hense the obvious sarcasm.)
How about we start from the beginning? Before the lies, before the cheating and before the betrayal. Before I made all of the mistakes that lead to my big downfall you saw in the previous chapter. Before I met the people that made such an impact in my life today. Not necessarily in the worst way either.
However, I do find it odd that sometimes the person you would take a bullet for ends up being the one holding the gun in the end. You give that person your trust, you open up to them and tell them everything, you call them your friend, your family, you believe you're helping them and the next thing you know they've emotionally blackmailed you with your past mistakes into doing something for their own personal gratification.
You assume that just because you know a person, you automatically know their past and their intentions. No, you really don't. Sorry.
The concept of trust is that it takes years to build, seconds to break and forever to repair. Goddess only knows I had to learn that the hard way.
So with that said, let's go back a little bit...
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September Sun
NonfiksiI dedicate this story to the outcasts, the misfits, the dreamers and the believers. To the writers, the artists,the creative spontaneous people. This story goes out to anyone who's ever took a razor to their wrist,starved themselves, and suffered fr...
